latest update

Alhamdulillah now machitom dh trf to normal ward. We will be sleeping here tonite. Hopefully if by tomoro chitom nmpk sihat then boleh blk. Cuma nnt dh blk kena amik extra measure la. Husband kata kena urut die.. I pun dh lama tak urut die. Esok maybe bole mandi la sket2 time pagi tp tgn takleh basah la.

Last week monday je i dtg keje. Hari lain i mc. Thougt nk request extra 2 or 3 days next week before i naik keja. Juz nk monitor condition die dulu. Skrang i pun dlm dilemma. Nak balik mana ni klang or shah alam. I btol2 lost la. Nnt nk kena discuss ngan husband n maybe get opinion of someone else. Let me try first.

machitom warded

Semlm baby sy kena masuk icu. Coz he was attack by fits. Twice kena. First kat umah semlm then second time on my lap. Astaga.. Mengucap pnjg i. Risau giler dibuatnye. So thats y doc masuk icu sbb nk monitor closely. N alhamdulillah he seems to be better today. So today blh pindah ward biasa n if after 24 hours he seems fit dh boleh discharge la. Hopefully tonite daydeh can join us sleep together. Nmpk muka die sgt tensed. Dgn anak sis in law br kuar ward n my mum in law pun br kuar ward. Risau je la yg ade kat mind ni.. Mudah mudahan semuanye beransur pulih..

machitom dearest not feeling well

cian die! muntah ntah brape bnyk kali ntah! hari ni lagi. mengamuk sakan. makan ape pun tak nak. susu tak nak. air putih tak nak. amost 2 hours jgk la mcm tu. last2 dh bwk round baru die blh sleep. pastu i selimut die ngan kain pelikat daddy die. si chommel mummy ni. nnt ptg around 6 baru nk kejut die la. makan petang trus. isshh!

feelings i have inside

it's gud to have sumone to hear to ur things but sumtimes it's much more greater if u dont share it with anybody.coz that sumbody may dont really understand d situation. kadang2 rssa nak gi jln shopping sorang2 je. u know that's whati like. tp rsnye mcm mesti permission not granted. tgk la nnt camni. skrang mmg rs nk time on my own. even yesterday i mmg pressure sesangat. penat badan n penat otak. oh God, please help me to become stronger and stronger.

alhamdulillah ade machitom yg cute tu. lps sket rs tension tgk die. and talking bout him... can make me smile so big. he can now officially jln. yahoo!! action plak tu. sambil jln sambil ckp jerit2. guess he is excited to learn new things. hehehe... i'm really happy n proud for him. besar dh anak mummy. *love u dear*

til d next post. mummy is going to work.

I tgh pressure..

I mmg tgh feel so tensed n tensed n tensed.. Mmg rs nk release tension tp nnt zafran sape nk look after him? Tlg jwb bole?

new for zafran but sad for mummy

a whole hot day