letter for husband

dear husband,
i know lately, u've fall sick. not feeling well. your body seems not quite right. nose stuck, body aches, headaches. and yes i know u still love us. thanx for still loving us. seeing u like this, looking at u working hard alone to get our small family a better quality of life, to settled down with our own square is not easy. kdg2 i have those "thoughts" yang btol ke my decision to quit working now? where u really need that extra cash to do many things. at least i could free u up for some expenditure whereby u no need to get headache at. tapi when look back at son/daughter i feel kesian. kesian at them. mcm sooo not fair world ni. tp that is true. mg wish pun if i could help u up sket in economy level of our family.
the other day, when u got mad, u said no point i stay at home. kids become naughty,could not listen to instructions, jumping here and there or "spoilt" i was soooo sad. if that is the case, i am a bad mummy. sbb anak i spoilt. jahat. say bad things. better i work help daddy generate income. kids tggl dgn maid. it touches my heart even until now. tak nangis je depan daddy. if i do, malu. pastu kena kiss. hehehehe...

New Month ~ last month in quarter 3

alhamdulillah. stil recovering from sick. almost a week my whole family tak sihat. starts with daddy first, then bam, then me and daughter. lemik kitorang dibuatnya.tergolek weolls. mesti ada hikmah disebaliknya. i dlm2 tak sihat ni, at times my emotions a bit not stabilise. the other day, i was sad coz my son is growing big already. nnt nak lagi ke hug2, peluk2, manja2 ngan mummy. well... bila pk balik, tu semua are just going to be memories for us to go through our old times. pastu tak jadi cry. sambung tido. hurmm.. mmg laa..hati kita kena berpegang pada yang satu. yang kekal itu. semestinya TUHAN. dah bnyk proves it gave, mmg tu lah penguat semangat kita. i pun everyday trying to become a good muslimah. nak perform 5 prayers satu hari pun kdg2 tu tak complete. umur dah makin bnyk. kita kena improve mummy. inshaallah we can.

My weekend kinda day

Being pretty busy with the new housewife schedule. But anyhow, thanx to my Qaseh Gold. Membantu diriku dlm menambah energy. Alhamdulillah.
I baru start halfway in updating my Mahadewi's account. Got 2 more months to go. After lunch, will do some stocking kejap. Curi2 amik masa. Hurmm..
Actually yesterday was abit sad and like terasa a bit dgn husband. During cooking time, asik nak marah kita je. Last nitei told him tp dia ckp dia tak perasan. Tp yelah. Sampai nak marah i semua. Nasib baik tak nangis time kat dapur tu jgk. Bila kena situation macam tu mulalah nak pk bukan2 dah. Yupp.. I am not contributing anything to the family. Macam menyusahkan je kan. Dahlahh malas nk pk. Tgn pun dari haritu not do good. Like takleh nak bend sgt. Pastu jari luka plak. Hehe.. Sket je kan. I am a supermommy. Hahaha..

More picture of us, actually we dont really have that many pictures together. Mana ada je la ye..

Happy 7th anniversary, my love!!

Alhamdulillah. Today marks the 7th year of our wedding anniversary. Too many stories behind it. For every moment we spent, i thanked God. For all the ups and downs, for any wrongdoings, semoga dipanjangkan jodoh. Love u baby! Ahakss.. Malu lah. Gedik plak tetiba. Well, this is my blog. I can write whatever i feel like writing. Not so good in writing anymore, where's the touch gone. Last time it can really like take long long long time and so many things to write. Tapi now bolehlah. Still can write. Maybe dh kurang membaca kot. That's my everyday aim. To read quran/book every day. Just to increase knowledge. Today later thought of going to the bookshop. See how ok.

Something to talk about

Been staying at home for days since ada flu and cough. Tp stil on medication juz at nite. Hope it will be back to normal state. Inshaallah...
My mood rasa ok la kot. Malas nak layan sgt. Ehh... Bukannya i ni baik sgt. Tp mmg nak try jadi yg terbaik everytime everyday.
Tadi my mum ada call. Tanya pasal zafran's primary school. She said if tak daftar lagi, bawak je dia pg sekolah raja muda together with birth cert. Pastu she still cam wonder kenapa zafran x dpt sekolah kt tadika klang. I ckp lah dh penuh. We lmbt. Then she said sbb org tak suka dia tu psl tak dpt
 Alaa.. Zafran sorang je. Takkan takleh squeeze lagi. Then i was like hurmm.. Takpelah.. Let her and her thoughts. I mmg redha lah sbb mmg lmbt kan. Apa nak dpt kan. Sekarang mmg kena basically online bukan just register camtu je kat sekolah. Lain sket dh pesyen sekarang. Tomorrow plan to go there. Ingt nak masak lauk sket over there. Either kurma ayam or ayam goreng berlada. Tp sbb ada kids, mesti mama akan ckp kurma ayam lah. So esok pg pasar dulu br amik bam then baru blk shah alam. Nk tgk apa benda yg nak kena beli tu. Rempah sket, potato, ayam and santan kan.
I am wishing for something greater. Inshaallah. Til then. Til we meet again. Hahahaha.. xoxoxoxo

Sabarlah wahai hati

Maybe ni semua dugaan from Him yg dtg to test us. We still believe in Him. Pray to him. Inshaallah it will be fine. :)