Hello :(

Feeling a bit panicked or anxiety. Mcm x cukup nafas. Lepas solat tadi doa macam2 pastu ternangis sendiri. Now in the car, pasang selawat all the way dari rumah. Alhamdulillah dah feeling better sikit. :) dah boleh tarik nafas. Called mom, she picks up takleh cakap lama sbb tgh bertasbih sbb abah belum sampai rumah lagi. Pegi main golf. Husband said mom pun mcm ada anxiety tu. Bila anxiety or panick tetiba ni, memanga i akan istighfar and selawat banyak2. I noticed that lagi bertanbah umur lagi panick bertambah teruk. Inshaallah dengan selawat and tasbih my mind and heart dapat ease. Alhamdulillah. Sendiri kena try buat tu. Nangis je if rasa nak nangis. :( semoga yang baik2 untuk kami semua. 

Last month of the year

Officially 1st Dec, abah’s bday. But we had a dinner a day before sbb risau tak cukup masa and busy balik dari ofis memasing. So ok je advance dlm beberapa jam. Hehehe.. semoga dipanjangkan umur & dimurahkan rezeki. Dah getting older. Huhu… 

Its my birthday month

Alhamdulillah! Another year of my years here. Terima kasih pada semua yang wish. :)

We had a simple bday dinner with abah & mama. Siblings lain tak join sbb its weekdays plus short notice of plan. 

Anyways, i enjoyed myself. Sometimes looking back at those younger years can bring me joy & laughter eventhough benda benda tu semua mengarut ye. :)

Hello end of october

Its the last day of october. This year. Left with 2 more months before the end of year 2025. As usual, to many happy, sad, angry, crying, sick, missing and more. :) 

I will recap all this at end of dec later. I like to read back those summary of year 2025 in 1 long posting. But sometimes i do go back to each posting to read what it is actually is happening at particular time. And yes so far i can recall the memories. :) 

Just done cooking ayam masak kicap. Now waiting to perform solat ishak before dinner. I already is lapar. :)

Till then. :)

My second book this year

Yess.. hopefully this one end awal. Hahahaha.. yang ni story dia ada interesting  sikit so maybe boleh end soon. Not like dah lepas 6 bulan pun tak habis lagi. :)

Sending car to wash

Been wanting to change the car wash place for my carvsince the current place like i do not feel satisfied. So after lunch lepak tengok tv then i go to the new place. Ok now i feel the place much more better. Tapi kita kena try for about a year pastu check ok tak balik. Kalo tak ok, maybe kena cari balik car wash lama or yg baru pulak. :)

Exam dah habis

The kids have finished their exam. The last one is zayyan. Semoga ada yang inprove compare to yg midterm hari tu. To the kids. Strive to work harder every time. :)

Saturday morning well spent. I booked 2 hours badminton sesh with the family. So semua org gilir2 lah main dlm court. Siapa dah penat or pancit rest kat tepi. Semua org had fun including si kecik. Hahahaha.. suka2 je nak main badminton ni. I was stuck to choose between badminton or karaoke. And i decided to go for badminton. Karaoke tu maybe end of the month or next month okie kiddos. :)