Finding myself again

The past two three weeks feels like i wasnt really myself. Easily get distracted. Easily get moody. Easily unfocused. And then i be happily singing one or two songs loudly like nobody business. Too much in my thinking that i dont bother sharing it with anybody else. I dont need anybody else validation. Myself to validate is more i think of. Family, husband, kids, parents and more lah. Yess! I am overthinking rite. Always telling myself that sabar and sabar is the key. And sure it will be at ease. Inshaallah! 

Zafran’s sports day

Today first time mummy support him for secondary school sports event. Dia masuk marching past as pengawas sekolah. Training for like 2-3 days. Oklah. Team members semua smart pakai uniform blazer semua. Alhamdulillah tuhan belanja weather. Pagi subuh tu hujan lebat giler. So the day was quite cold so bila kena march tgh stadium tu, ok lagi lah walaupun dah pukul 10-11 pagi. Hehehe. Congratsss machitom!

Happy 13th birthday adik

Selamat hari jadi adik! 13 years ago mummy beranak kan dia lepas dah turun darah after breakfast. Kelam kabut siap kan diri and start rasa nervous and panic. Pagi tu BIL send to hospital coz husband is working.husband waited at the hospital. Doctor and nurse check the routine things. Lps tu standby utk masuk labour room. Tapi right now as in now now wonder kenapa masuk csect eh? Tak pegi normal way of labour. Ke sbb dah turun darah? Hurmm.. ntahlah. Potong lagi tummy mummy. Keluarkan seketul adik. Its baby girl. Alhamdulillah! Mula lah process of membesarkan dia dari kecik sampai umur sekarang ni. Pening, sakit, muntah, demam, sakit perut, batuk and many more. From tadika to form 1. Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, menjadi anak yang solehah, berjaya di dunia & akhirat. :) mummy loves u!

He bought flower for mummy

Masa amik dia dia cakap ada surprise untuk mummy. Puas la teka apa tu eh? Pastu dlm kereta terus keluarkan flower. Katanya sebab mothers day. So dia belikan satu for his mummy. And kad ucapan pun ada. Yang buat dlm kelas. The cute part is “terima kasih sebab bawak saya pegi mall, masakkan saya makanan” hehehehe… thank you ye si kecik. :) shayam dia. 

Leg injury

While playing football he sprain his leg. So i brought him to see doctor. Doxtor ckp the tissue selalunya koyak. Kalo terseliuh mcm ni. Kalo takleh jalan terus maybe putus. Kecingan dia. Off lah school and bola dulu ye. 

Its already june 2025

Middle of the year already. Sometimes it feels so fast knowing that it is already in the month of June. Well to my surprise i only posted once in May. Apa ni??? Satu je post? Padahal mcm bnyk times rasa nak blog nak blog. Tapi tak jadi pun. Hehehe. Takpelah. Let me recap here in the post ir just throwback satu satu ye. Tata!