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Sunday, June 15, 2025
Finding myself again
The past two three weeks feels like i wasnt really myself. Easily get distracted. Easily get moody. Easily unfocused. And then i be happily singing one or two songs loudly like nobody business. Too much in my thinking that i dont bother sharing it with anybody else. I dont need anybody else validation. Myself to validate is more i think of. Family, husband, kids, parents and more lah. Yess! I am overthinking rite. Always telling myself that sabar and sabar is the key. And sure it will be at ease. Inshaallah!
Saturday, June 14, 2025
Zafran’s sports day
Today first time mummy support him for secondary school sports event. Dia masuk marching past as pengawas sekolah. Training for like 2-3 days. Oklah. Team members semua smart pakai uniform blazer semua. Alhamdulillah tuhan belanja weather. Pagi subuh tu hujan lebat giler. So the day was quite cold so bila kena march tgh stadium tu, ok lagi lah walaupun dah pukul 10-11 pagi. Hehehe. Congratsss machitom!
Saturday, June 7, 2025
Happy 13th birthday adik
Selamat hari jadi adik! 13 years ago mummy beranak kan dia lepas dah turun darah after breakfast. Kelam kabut siap kan diri and start rasa nervous and panic. Pagi tu BIL send to hospital coz husband is working.husband waited at the hospital. Doctor and nurse check the routine things. Lps tu standby utk masuk labour room. Tapi right now as in now now wonder kenapa masuk csect eh? Tak pegi normal way of labour. Ke sbb dah turun darah? Hurmm.. ntahlah. Potong lagi tummy mummy. Keluarkan seketul adik. Its baby girl. Alhamdulillah! Mula lah process of membesarkan dia dari kecik sampai umur sekarang ni. Pening, sakit, muntah, demam, sakit perut, batuk and many more. From tadika to form 1. Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah! Semoga dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki, menjadi anak yang solehah, berjaya di dunia & akhirat. :) mummy loves u!
Tuesday, June 3, 2025
He bought flower for mummy
Leg injury
While playing football he sprain his leg. So i brought him to see doctor. Doxtor ckp the tissue selalunya koyak. Kalo terseliuh mcm ni. Kalo takleh jalan terus maybe putus. Kecingan dia. Off lah school and bola dulu ye.
Its already june 2025
Friday, May 16, 2025
Happy cikgu day
Today its teachers day celebration at my kids school. So abg ckp tak yah gifts lah. Only the youngest kena gi beli sbb dia dah terpecahkan cawan yg supposedly to give to the teacher. Well, still affordable lah harga gift yg kita beli tu. So siap siap wrap and deco card for his teacher. So he is a proud student sbb tgk card and gift dah siap. Alahaii!! Hehehe..
Wednesday, April 30, 2025
April’s last day
Exactly a year ago, 30 April 2024, was our 1st trip to perform umrah with our small family. Many emotions involved time tu. More of like stress, happy, excited, worried. Tapi yg banyak nya mmg stress lah ye. Tapi i just prayed everyday semoga semua urusan dipermudahkan. Tak nak stress2. Nak relax2.
Tuesday, April 29, 2025
Completed puasa 6
Alhamdulillah completed puasa 6 syawal this year. Tahun lepas dpt buat 2 hari je. Tummy upset haritu. Tahun ni berjaga2 makanan sikit. Al maklum lah. Lepas puasa semua nak bedal ye. Hehehehe.. so yesterday we went for buka puasa outside with the kids as well. Lauk sooo delicious. Ikan kembung masak merah, paprik ayam, kangkung belacan, telur dadar and sup. Air manis sorang satu. Balik je keletihan and tido terus lepas clean up. :)
Planning to do the puasa sunat monday thursday after this. Hopefully dpt fulfill this one.
Inshaallah.
And Selamat Hari Raya again!
Sunday, April 20, 2025
31st march - 1st syawal
Alhamdulillah. After a month fasting, now dah sampai time to berhari raya. First day with big family both sides shah alam & klang. Lepas tu beraya ke rumah aunties both sides. Sampai rumah balik dah almost 11pm. Start packing to balik kampung second day, 3 days stay kampung. Basically rumah nenek husband je lah. Pastu jalan2 round bandar cari kedai makan local. Kejap je time kat kampung. Time to go back to town.
Sunday, March 30, 2025
Towards end of ramadan already
This sentence is always on the use in raya songs. “Pejam celik pejam celik je dah nak habis puasa dah. Nak raya dah” yes betul. Like literally today is the last day to sahur. Kat arab already pfficially announce sunday raya. So last note had our last terawih and witir lah. :) tapi kemain mengantuk ye. Tak larat betul. Tapi towards nak moreh ok je. Tak ngantuk sgt. :) yang record video si bongsu ye
Alhamdulilllah preparation raya tu mostly dah setel. Tinggal sikit2 nak kemas hall bawah, mop and vacum, pasang lampu raya, and nak masak kuah kcg and nasi impit. Lain2 basically dah setel. :) this year’s concept guna apa ada je. Ada lah baru tapi mostly like 80% pakai yang sedia ada yang masih elok lagi.
Saturday, March 22, 2025
Kuih raya open order from kids
Hahaha.. finally pagi ni ada kekuatan utk start mixing tepung and stuff to bake kuih raya. This one is the house fav one. Choc chips cookies. Siap dah bancuh now duduk diam diam kejap dlm fridge sbb husband ajak teman him and mil ke pasar kejap. Ok btw, nak bake tu mlm pun boleh. Lepas ni kuih dahlia. Pastu tak tau kuih nestum or butter cookies biasa je kot.
Thursday, March 20, 2025
Nasi lemak for berbuka
Since husband made a lot of sambal bawang, so i decided to make nasi lemak for berbuka puasa. Since timun pun ada half lagi utk habiskan. Telur pun ada bit this time no telur rebus. Semua nak telur mata. So easier lah for me. Goreng sikit ikan bilis and panaskan sambal daddy. Made extra cup of rice sbb rasanya kalo flavored rice tak cukup. :) alhamdulillah licin menjelang sahur. :) this time nasi dia i made a different sket whereby i tumis bumbu and beras tu sekali. :) tadaa!!
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
17th ramadan - nuzul quran
Public holiday here in selangor. Alhamdulillah another day in the fasting month. Less than 2 weeks already nak raya ye. Semoga terus sihat selalu dan istiqomah. Inshaallah. :)
Sunday, March 16, 2025
15th ramadan today
Alhamdulillah. Dah 15th ramadan. Been compiling the menu for iftar tapi bengang sbb 3rd ramadan tak ingat langsung. Hadoii.. bengang je. Yang lain semua ingat. Ke kita bungkus eh? Wonder betul lah.
Thursday, March 13, 2025
Roses blooming
I noticed that since husband install pipe wire kat belakang, senang sikit nak jirus pokok kat belakang. Banyak giler jirus air kat pokok tu. Semua pokok include pokok ros. And this time dia blooming kemain banyak. Last kira ada dalam 13. Today i managed to snap few pics. Tapi roses bila dah habis bloom dia akan jatuh and pastu akan keluar new rose buds. :)
Its 11 ramadan today
Sunday, March 2, 2025
Salam 1st Ramadan
Alhamdulillah. Another new month of ramadhan with families. Belum puasa hari tu dah start fikir menu for berbuka. Sbb itu yg penting. Plus the terawih, plus the quran reading. Inshaallah. :)
Friday, February 28, 2025
Stock up
Done stock bebawangs and barang dapur. :)
Malam tu tgk announcement 1st ramadan kat tv. Alhamdulillah to meet another year in ramadan. :)
Thursday, February 27, 2025
A week of school in 2025
Alhamdulillah. Starting with a new vision and mission this year. Zara in new school with new friends. Zayyan with same friends. Zafran ada bew and old friends coz tukar class. Semoga lebih rajin lagi dlm menuntut ilmu. Mengejar ilmu dunia & akhirat. Aaminn.
P/s: 1st day school ayan perangai. Tak nk pakai kasut baru. Kakak afternoon session. Zafran no photo. Malu tetiba.
Ramadan is nearing
:)
Starting to deep clean most part of the house since jan. So takde lah rasa banyak sgt nak mengemas. Tapi as usual. Kerja kemas mengemas ni mana boleh siap ye. Unless u tinggal sorang. :)
Tinggal sliding door bawah je yg belum. Agak bercinta sikit. Plus tahun ni tak dpt nak cuci curtain lagi. So biar lah dulu. Tahun almost 4 years lah pakai langsir tu. Still look good. Cuma tu lah nak kena arrange cuci dah. Maybe after raya would do. :)
Saturday, February 22, 2025
Continue - Batam 2
Only 3 days 2 nights. So it is the last morning in Batam. Pagi tu i went for their body massage at the hotel’s spa. If convert to MYR, it is only around RM40 for 1 hour. Kalau kat sini, RM100++ after massage, rasa sedap badan. Tapi kan my leg tu from butt towards leg, rasa cam sakit2 sikit lepas dipicit. I guess so sbb bnyk berjalan. Hehehehe… while massaging, husband bawak kids to the pool, to enjoy their pool before balik. So after massage kemas kemas barang semua sbb check out kul 12. Lps dah check out, kitorang gi lunch dulu kat restoran garuda before heading off to the ferry terminal. Makanan kat garuda tu yes sedap. Kids bertambah2 nasi yaa. Nanti kita dtg lagi makan indonesian food. Sedap katanya. :) tp if dtg lagi kena tambah no. Of days. Mcm tak cukup 3 hari 2 mlm. Maybe 5 hari ok kot. :) hehehe.. overall we like the stay.
Masa nak balik tu ada a bit confusion sbb masa nak balik tu actually kena validate ticket dulu eventhough dah beli online kan. So lepas validate baru diorang bagi kita another ticket yg ada barcode. Kelam kabut jugak jadinya sbb ferry depart around 3.45 and at that time dah pukul 3.15. Lucky sempat ye. So lps ni if dtg balik tau dah kena validate ticket. Tau2 nak kena byr lagi. :) mcm sea tax lah.
Barang2 kita beli tu takde limit. So as long as it can bawak je lah banyak mana luggage u all nak bawak. :) tp we all dah siapkan 3 bags siap2. Itu pun dah buncit ye masa nak balik.
Journey back to Puteri Harbour lebih kurang 2 jam. Masa balik tu ombak & angin agak kuat. Dalam ferry pun sejuk sampai ayan berbungkus sbb sejuk mcm kepompong. :)
Alhamdulillah for the short trip. Hope to create more memories with the kids.
Friday, February 21, 2025
Continue - Batam 1
We went for baju raya shopping here for this year. And yes if to compare back to kl jauh beza price dia. I and zara took 2 pasang each. Siap dgn tudung sekali. This time tudung ni square. Kids lain beli seluar and tshirt. And tshirt dia tebal. Zafran siap amik 4 helai, 2 seluar. Tp 1 dah pakai waktu balik. Hehehehe.. after shopping makan kat area dalam mall tu jugak. And yes food dia semua mmg sedap. Me and husband said maybe we gain weight stay sini. Lauk lunch tu sgt menarik. This time we ordered ikan gurami goreng siap dgn sambal dia (of course), ayam sambal ijo, tempe & tahu goreng, kids juices and myself teh o ais. Standby kot2 sambal dia pedas. :) licin ye semua nasi dlm bekas nasi tu and lauk pun habis. Kids punya selera makan pun alhamdulillah. Laju je. Especially abang. Kena je tekak dia tu. Zayyan pandai dah makan sambal sikit2. Cuma this time we order mineral water je for him sbb nanti juice tak habis if tak kena dgn tekak dia. Last2 dlm mall tu almost 4pm. We all terlupa sana maghrib cepat. So dah mcm nak pukul 6pm je. So rushing balik sbb nak rest and keluar for dinner pulak.
Final night tu daddy plan bawak we all semua pegi pink beach. Dia vibe vibe ala night club. Loud music, western food and tepi laut. Angin dia sejuk yaa. Lucky pakai dress cover sampai kaki semua. :) tp stil sejuk lah. Sini pun nice food. Cabonara, pizza & burger.