Being a mom :)

This is based on my own experience. It may not be the same with others as i believed everyone is being created differently in this world. There could be few things in common with your partner, with your friends and even your family members. There also things u dont disagree with all of them right. Lets embrace the differences.

I have left my career world somewhere 10 years ago. Wow! Such a long time yah! Well not evryone can accept that facts even my parents. Even until now, my dad still send some job opportunities to be considered. Tapi kita tengok and scroll lah. Silent je.

Through out all this time, ada masa mmg mcm macam feelings ada. Happy, sad, anger, geram, panic. Tapi pastu diri sendiri je yang boleh heal kan diri sendiri. Yess! Love yourself itu penting. Then. Baru boleh salurkan rasa love to your kids and families kann. Hehehehe.. oklah till then. 

Finished reading a book!

Finally, i have already finished this book since January 2025 eventhough the book is not that thick. Hahahaha.. blame it to me. A few weeks the book has been sitting nicely just on the table without me even picking it up. And lastly, habis jugak! Tapi for me this title a bit boring. But mula mula tengok title macam i am sooo interested and mcam best je nak baca. Donno lah. Maybe to me kot. Maybe other readers find it amazing. I got actually like around 7-8 more books to read. And i havent even decided to read which one yah! So.. lets keep on guessing how long will the next book finish? Up to 10 months jugak kot. Hahahahaha :)

October - exam month

Final exam uasa for all the kids. Older kids start this week. Bongsu next week. Then cuti deepavali. Semoga diberikan ketenangan dalam menjawab exam, sihat tubuh badan dan dpt fokus in the exam. :)

Today 30th september 2025

Hahahaha… been wanting to blog but i didnt. Its the second posting this month. Kind of busy nowadays. Hahahah… no lah. Sometimes i just forget to write. And when i wanted to write, the phone is with my kids. The whole day. When i have it back. Again i forget. Ok. Hopefully by tonight i will continue to write more. Now is just to have another posting in this month and cooncidently it is end of the month. :) till then. 

September posting - zafran perform

Its already 11 days in september. Alhamdulillah. 

The eve of merdeka , zafran and his school band join the merdeka parade this year. They did well despite the first time joining the parade after 10 years plus excluded. Tapi of course before that, full of practises to make it perfect. Me and my schedule pun changed. Timing kena ikut time abg habis. Nak fetch dia lagi. Pass him food semua sbb towards the end, his canteen out of food. And he needed to stay until 4.30pm so mmg kena send bim food or else kesian pulak dia ni. Tak mkn apa2 smp ke petang. Gastric nanti. 

On the day itself, i drove as early as 6pm from my house towards shah alam. Myself pun yg nervous tak memasal. Told zafran before he left in the afternoon, i will be coming to watch him perform with zara & zayyan. So kita pun siap2 and tapau food serba sikit so boleh lapik perut before real food. 

Husband touched down around 5.30. So he reached home and cleaned up before fetching us.

As for us, we get to walk and got ourselves place to stand and sit almost to the grand stand so that we can watch and shout abang’s name. Hahahaha. Itu tugas zara & zayyan. :)

Zayyan sampai tertido ye. Tunggu parade. Sampai parade start baru la bangun and lucky dia dah recharge sket. Pastu tunggu turn abang, jerit lah cheer kuat-kuat. Hehehehe. 

We waitrd till bunga api. And then headed home to fetch abg at school before we call off the day. 

Zayyan’s sports day

Alhamdulillah. Dah selesai. Despite ada demam sikit in the mid week before hari sukan tu, he managed to complete his task. Walaupun takde medal, i am proud of him. Tahun depan cuba lagi ye. Maybe with more proper shoes, training and teamwork dia. Kecingan dia. Tapi takpelah. Next ye cuba lagi ye bucuk boy! :) and semalam i fulfilled daughter’s wish utk mummy masuk acara ibu which is 4x50m. Dapat no.4. Hehehe. Dapatlah bakul hadiah saguhati. Ahahahahaha… :) 

Movie time with zayyan

He wanted to watch movie Demon Slayer. He actually just know that i wanted to go by myself watching freaky friday 2. Tp ended up kena tengok movie dia. Gosh! It was 2.5 hours long and as expected, he fell asleep in the theatre. :) ada lah dia tido for 20-30 mins. Hahahaha.. so as myself never come accross my mind to read or watch this anime, ended up kena pace up and faham kan semua characters dia. So i gave 7/10 for the movie. So if lepas ni ada sequel, i boleh tau dah. Kann..kann.. :)