today alhamdulillah baby i dh 30 hari. meaning die dh sebulan. kejap je time flies. and kengkadang bile terpk i ade rs sad sbb time cuti dh nak habes. meaning i have to be separated from my lil precious one ~zafran aka chitom~ ohh..lupe nk ckp. baby pun ade name lain. chitom. mane chitom mummy! i nyanyi kat die fe times the same tone. everyday. pastu bile die tgk muke mummy die alaa..la..la.. rasa nk nangis sebak n terharu. my mind takde pk benda lain. chitom..chitom..chitom..chitom..sayang die sangat. praying that he'll become a success person one day. seiring ngan name die. zafran ~meaning : kejayaan~ love him the most. kalo bole nk duduk tepi die tgk die tido. maen ngan die. kiss die. kapuk die. doing nothing. juz watching him buat hati i sangat gembira. makan lambat pun takpe. tapi bile pk balik. die dh la breastfeed so i takleh let my tummy masuk angin. nnt die kembung. cian baby i. kno wat. that day kuar gi beli barang die dlm 1 hour pastu hati dh mula rasa rindu kat chitom. thanx to current technology. bole snap gambar gune hp pastu bole tgk balek. hhmm.. takleh nak jauh ngan die. ngan hubby i bole tapi not baby. ooppss.. kalo hubby baca nnt die merajuk. takdela.. 2 due pun i nak dekat di hati dan dekat di mata. =)
last friday i kene bengkak susu balek. milk taknak kuar. sakit tau. last my mum in law sapu daun pucuk ubi then towards ptg alhamdulillah milk dh kuar balik. i pump sket. to ladies out there, it is dangerous tau kalo kene bengkak susu ni. bole demam di buatnye. weekend tu my sis in law bwk electric pump. i pun start la gune. much more convenient. juz now i kene wat timetable when to pump my breasts. ape i buat skang, i pump to keep stock time i keje then bile chitom nk milk i breast feed die. tapi alhamdulillah die bole jgk hisap susu from bottle. kene train kalo tak nnt nk gi keje die tak nak minum.
haa..another stori mori to share. that day was trying to change chitom to his baju tido. then tgh tuka die nangis smp takde suara kuar. i dh mula panic. ade rasa nk nangis dh i ni. pas2 mum in law ckp kalo baby nangis kite jgn panic. nnt die bole feel yg kite tgh panic. hmm.. ade logic. so i kene la belajar tenang-tenangkan diri. hehehe... teringat ckp mus.. "aku rasa nnt kalo ko ade anak, bile anak ko nangis ko pun nangis same" hahaha.. almost true mus. nnt aku call ko. nak update cite aku kat ko. hehehe.. funny.. takpe.. tu sume experience very valuable which i cant get anywhere.
skang..i nk cari brg baby sket2 online. yg kendong tu pun nak satu. haa.. tgk chitom menggeliat alahai.. tomeinye.. pipi dh la macam donut. poksu die ckp mcm pau. geram. rasa nk gigit. tu pun dh kene mamam ngan i. haha.. pipi..dagu. cayang die sgt. love him the most. *muuaahh*
to baby zafran aka chitom --> mummy will alwiz pray for ur healthiness and successfullness. semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. Aminn.
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