Sweethearts..

30 nov 2014

Another sunday... And it's last day of sweet november... Hubby is leaving soon to jb for a week. Sob..sob.. Oklah nk give lunch to kids..

Connection connection..

Alahai... Sabar je lah dgn connection ni. Lately mcm apa je... Its like takde 3G lagi laju. Boring i tau.. Many things cant do coz of it. Even kt ofis pun takde connection. Restart dh bnyk kali. Nk kena call lg customer service agaknya... Hurmm ... 

Son enjoying himself with numbers

Playing around with numbers. He is loving it.. :) comel sgt. Even though terbalik but he's getting hold of it. Good job son! 

Dua dua minum air sirap.. Hehehehe.. :)

Look at them both. Love them so much!!

Us

Testing new apps on ipad. While waiting for maid to get her hair treatment done. 

Tengok adik

Kemain lagi bleep. Siap angkat dua dua kaki letak kat bed abam. If abam is awake...not sure he'll be be fine with it or not.. Hehehhe.  

Feeling weird

Deary dear. I wasnt feeling so in good mood. Since few days back. I'm not sure why. Tried to ignore it tp funny. Maybe just so emotionally down. Cant help. I just felt like i'm not in the position to talk to my husband. Being quiet is much more appropriate rather than i have to create some topics to talk to. Maybe the things i talk doesnt put him in the interest. Talking about men, mmg i x phm. But like both my mom n MIL said when he stepped out of the house, he is no longer ours. Susah nk ctrl benda tu.. Hoping for d best of all situation. I kena focus blk mind.. That I CAN.. i CAN...tapi kan i pelik la husband i ni this few days, pg toilet nk bwk fon, maduk mandi nk bwk fon, pg dpn nk bwk fon, pg blkg nk bwk fon.. Mcm bercinta plk. Ntahla.. Suka hati dia la.. Mls nk layan.. Pastu bila i tanya benda diam x jwb. Dah bnyk kali kena mcm tu. Sometimes that thing sakit hati plk. Aishh...i ni stress sbb husband ke?

Dulu masa couple, when i felt sad i just want to be alone, i pernah request kt bf i time tu if we take time off tp dia tak bg. He asked what for? Now dh kawin, mcm mana nk take time off? No conversation je la... 

To my beloved chitom and elo, mummy love u til jannah..betol ckp org kasih ibu dibawa ke syurga. How i miss my parent..

Alhamdulillah dah tambah satu tahun lagi..

Browsing some photos of others witheir kids

Missing my kids so much!!!

Am i a good mummy to them?

Love them so muchhh.. Mucho..muchoo..mucho..

Selamat pagi, November

Here we are in the month of november of 2014. The month of where i was born. Hehehe... Just got 2 more months b4 we close for the year. And we got soooo many things to do and catch up. With work, life, family, health and personal. But must be according to WORK LIFE BALANCE. 

Yesterday had a dinner treat from ex-colleague. Had dinner at ben's klcc. Wanted to go nando's tapi full. So nak pg chinoiz mahal la plak, so decided pg ben's. Oklah tried the seafood spagetini. Portion quite big. Mcm kenyang. We also order salad, portion pun bnyk. And because it is a treat she asked me to take different drink. So i took latte. Nyum..nyum..

I am now tgh service keta. Having breakfast at the cafe. Mcm nak call husband suruh fetch me tapi this morning when i spoke to him i'm leaving dia mcm mmm..mm.. Not concious. Still sleeping and sleepy. Donno what time dia balik yesterday. Entahlah. Tggu je la kat sini. It's fine.

Btw, planning something big later on.. So insyaallah.. Mudah mudahan dipermudahkan. Aminn.. :)