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Monday, June 18, 2018
New heels for me but a broad one
Ok. Boleh pakai heels dgn zayyan di dokong. Kemain lagi. Thanx yang belanja wife. Kdg2 rasa dah lah. Takyah spend duit u. Simpan je la. U tu bnyk nk pakai duit.
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin 1439 h
Selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir batin. It's the 4th raya only i get to blog. Hahaha.. Mlm raya iolls is busy. My menu is as usual, kuah kacang + ayam. Siap masak petang raya. Plan well with hubby coz taknak mlm sibuk memasak lagi. Mlm tu just kemas rumah lah. At last we sleep at 2 am. Pastu pagi raya 6.30 dah terjaga. Hahaha excited lebih. Wake hubby up. Pastu weolls take turn mandi siap2. So 1st time mummy make up make up and wear lense..hubby ckp bg nmpk cantik sket. Ok fine. Well i do look different. Mmg lense berkuasa besar merubah your face appearance. Kita ni bukan lah selalu nak cantik2 ni. Tp husband kita like org cantik2 ni. Ok we will try lah. Bila nak gi jalan pakai cantik2 ok. Make up cantik2 ok. Ok. This year first raya is at klang first. There is a bit of changes in terms of the plan. Tapi ok can accommodate. Just the next day tu je takleh. Sbb terbangun lambat. Hehe. 1st raya for zayyan. Just tak nak stay dendiam snap photos. Alahai.. Si comel ni. Babam pun dah makin susah nak snap. Asik nak berlari je. :)
Well we just got back from segamat. Stop by banting rumah mak jah & mak ngah. Next round if ada kita pegi rumah ucu lak ye. Sekarang semua org mcm nk catch up dgn tido je. Nak massage lah kaki ni. Cam lenguh. Nnt nak find time to go for body scrub.
Well we just got back from segamat. Stop by banting rumah mak jah & mak ngah. Next round if ada kita pegi rumah ucu lak ye. Sekarang semua org mcm nk catch up dgn tido je. Nak massage lah kaki ni. Cam lenguh. Nnt nak find time to go for body scrub.
Saturday, June 9, 2018
Just want to bebel bebel bebel
Sooo many things to tell. So many things to type and yet that thing all just running in my head. Sometimes blogging pun x sempat. Busy with everyday mummy work and nak tgk phone berjam2 pun takde. Rasa mcm malas. How arr? Where to start yah.. Hurmm.. Oklah i try slowly.
1. Ramadhan is coming to an end. It is the 23rd already. About a week left before raya aidilfitri. At this age, not much syokness of raya. A bit sad coz the holy month is coming to an end. But still happy managed to fast. Alhamdulillah. Managed to bake my favourite cookies with beloved daughter. Daliya for dahlia cookies. Tapi dah hbs.. Kena bake another round. Wanted to do earlier. Tapi am a bit tired and moody, so decided not to do so.
2. Yesterday was daughter's 6th birthday. Alhamdulillah as she has grown 1 year older. Bukan senang nak raise a kid. Telling her to try stop nyek when she is 6. Yesterday morning let her taste tapi it was a little while only. Maybe she got the sense that she is old for breast feed already. Hahaha.. My wish came true as i wanted to breastfeed her till she is 2 years old. Tapi she continue until she is 6. What an experience. I guess the oldest is 4 right. Now looking at her sleeping, dgn pipi tembam nya, soo cute.. Sooner she will become a young teenage girl. Sometimes taktau betol ke tak apa yg i buat. Whatever it is i love her very much. :)
3. The feelings of having own space. Not just privacy tapi many things. Soon two kids going to school already. Mcm short of space. With current situation, where sometimes i feel that i je nak kena tahan hati & sabar hati dgn kerenah masing2. No wonder i am soo kurus eventhough i eat a lot. Sbb i ni stress. Menyampah!
4. My mother. Always heard that my father mcm scolded my mum with almost everything that she does. For example, mum went to shops to shopping in the morning. Asked her why didnt wait for abah. She said he cannot wake up in thw morning. Ngantok. Asked my dad why didnt he bring her there to shop. Did already tapi bila sampai tak cantik la tak lawa la tak elok la. Hurmm.. And dad keep on stressing that she is ada sket tak betol. Bila dgr i mcm stress tau jadinya. Apa nak buat eh? Bila i dgr balik conversation my mum and mik. Mcm sama je. Cerita pasal old stories. Cuma mil ada la tau pasal current situation. Mum takde. Pastu dia pusing2 cerita lain. Hahaha. When the other day i told my husband, dia mcm diam je tgk handphone dia. Not even talking to me. Mcm malas nK lAyan. Tu lah kdg2 rasa malas nak cerita kat sape2 sbb mcm tak yah lah nak tau. Buat semak je. Setakat u tau je lah.
5. Sometimes i sendiri ada doubt dgn husband i ni. Yes i know he is my husband. Tapi kdg2 his words are different. Sbb nak buat cerita tu nmpk best, he added all the sugar, spices and everything nice so jadi lah. Mcm2. I can still remember time card touchngo dia mcm pelik.. Written balik semlm. Tapi apsal baru smp hari ni. Pastu ckp error. Then diam smp la ni..hurmm.. If dia nak tipu kita tipu lah. I tak kesah dah lah. Tak kuasa nak jeles2 ni. Just sakit hati ada lah. Ada 2 3 benda lagi. Whereby i pun tak tau why she does that. Mcm pelik lah kan. Hurmm..
6. Kids. Growing up. Banyak benda i nak expose kan diorang ni. Tapi husband i sekat itu sekat ini. Yup i know i dont jave sufficient cash. Tapi kesian. I want them to feel happy as kids. Trying some new activities. Kann syok tu. Baby zayyan is going to be 10 months. Alhamdulillah. Love u all.. Xoxoxo.. Muaahh..
1. Ramadhan is coming to an end. It is the 23rd already. About a week left before raya aidilfitri. At this age, not much syokness of raya. A bit sad coz the holy month is coming to an end. But still happy managed to fast. Alhamdulillah. Managed to bake my favourite cookies with beloved daughter. Daliya for dahlia cookies. Tapi dah hbs.. Kena bake another round. Wanted to do earlier. Tapi am a bit tired and moody, so decided not to do so.
2. Yesterday was daughter's 6th birthday. Alhamdulillah as she has grown 1 year older. Bukan senang nak raise a kid. Telling her to try stop nyek when she is 6. Yesterday morning let her taste tapi it was a little while only. Maybe she got the sense that she is old for breast feed already. Hahaha.. My wish came true as i wanted to breastfeed her till she is 2 years old. Tapi she continue until she is 6. What an experience. I guess the oldest is 4 right. Now looking at her sleeping, dgn pipi tembam nya, soo cute.. Sooner she will become a young teenage girl. Sometimes taktau betol ke tak apa yg i buat. Whatever it is i love her very much. :)
3. The feelings of having own space. Not just privacy tapi many things. Soon two kids going to school already. Mcm short of space. With current situation, where sometimes i feel that i je nak kena tahan hati & sabar hati dgn kerenah masing2. No wonder i am soo kurus eventhough i eat a lot. Sbb i ni stress. Menyampah!
4. My mother. Always heard that my father mcm scolded my mum with almost everything that she does. For example, mum went to shops to shopping in the morning. Asked her why didnt wait for abah. She said he cannot wake up in thw morning. Ngantok. Asked my dad why didnt he bring her there to shop. Did already tapi bila sampai tak cantik la tak lawa la tak elok la. Hurmm.. And dad keep on stressing that she is ada sket tak betol. Bila dgr i mcm stress tau jadinya. Apa nak buat eh? Bila i dgr balik conversation my mum and mik. Mcm sama je. Cerita pasal old stories. Cuma mil ada la tau pasal current situation. Mum takde. Pastu dia pusing2 cerita lain. Hahaha. When the other day i told my husband, dia mcm diam je tgk handphone dia. Not even talking to me. Mcm malas nK lAyan. Tu lah kdg2 rasa malas nak cerita kat sape2 sbb mcm tak yah lah nak tau. Buat semak je. Setakat u tau je lah.
5. Sometimes i sendiri ada doubt dgn husband i ni. Yes i know he is my husband. Tapi kdg2 his words are different. Sbb nak buat cerita tu nmpk best, he added all the sugar, spices and everything nice so jadi lah. Mcm2. I can still remember time card touchngo dia mcm pelik.. Written balik semlm. Tapi apsal baru smp hari ni. Pastu ckp error. Then diam smp la ni..hurmm.. If dia nak tipu kita tipu lah. I tak kesah dah lah. Tak kuasa nak jeles2 ni. Just sakit hati ada lah. Ada 2 3 benda lagi. Whereby i pun tak tau why she does that. Mcm pelik lah kan. Hurmm..
6. Kids. Growing up. Banyak benda i nak expose kan diorang ni. Tapi husband i sekat itu sekat ini. Yup i know i dont jave sufficient cash. Tapi kesian. I want them to feel happy as kids. Trying some new activities. Kann syok tu. Baby zayyan is going to be 10 months. Alhamdulillah. Love u all.. Xoxoxo.. Muaahh..
Saturday, June 2, 2018
Salam Nuzul Quran
It is already 17th ramadhan. Alhamdulillah. Mmg terasa sket after 15th ramadhan. Letih extra sket. Rasa mcm nak baring je. Tp when my youngest tak nak stay dlm walker or his baby cot. If lepas on the floor, tak kesah crawling tapi nak naik tangga everything tu. Pastu everyone mcm nk tense sbb he keeps on crying & crying. Sian baby. Sorry baby. Mummy loves u. Kdg2 rs mcm org x phm situation. Hurmm.. :(
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