Another weekend

Not a simple weekend. Quite tirying coz we had the kemas kemas habuk and susun balik things in our room on saturday plus kemas2 kotak toys which hd to throw few things yang dah patah. And to keep zara’s barbie inside the proper box. Cant have our own space yet so still need to make space for her toys as well so she can find it easy to take. Sayang dia so much. Sometimes i tau i banyak marah dia over simple things like tak tutup pintu toilet when she do business, kelam kabut when she sees things that amused her until she can hurt herself, too worried over things and too scared even to go to toilet when we are not in the same room. Why is that so? Kind of worried about it. It is not good to have that lind of feelings. Meaning she dont even feel secure when she is at home. Sometimes that things got me upset and angry and ended up i scolded her. Kesian dia. Yes i know. She is just 7 years old. Everyday i prayed and say sorry to her when i feel that i scolded her teruk2. I am sorry lala tut tut. Love u very much!!

Zafran on the other hand lately ni banyak sangat main phone. Either my phone and daddy’s phone which makes me upset too. (Upset again?) hahaha.. so yesterday he do double reading english and bm and yes there is still more progress to be done tapi alhamdulillah he is coping well. Congrats and keep up the good work. Mummy loves u too!!

For my little one zayyan or beeyan or beetan , now dah pandai extra sket. Like doing the fake laugh and laugh until he can shake his whole body like it is damn funny. Still learning to talk and layely new word “oh boy” which sounds cute. And most used word “ni” hahahaha. Love u too munchkin!!!

Mummy will always pray for the three of u. Including daddy. Take care daddy. I know u are the other side of the state. So do your work well. I will try at my end here to do what i can. Love u too!