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Friday, March 6, 2009
end of working week
yahoo! its almost weekend already and i will be having a long holiday coz monday is a public holiday. but i am stil in ofis. so damn kenyang.. burpp! makan nasi kukus ayam rempah. i donno that how many times i've had that nasi for lunch since i've joined here in july last year. today i lunch kat ofis je. pastu ingat nak pegi kedai sebelah tapi malas la plak nak berjalan. nanti la pegi beli double sided tape and UHU glue uhu? yoohoo? hahaha..sounds the same but diff spelling. okaylah..chiow!
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
jason mraz
jason mraz is here in malaysia. did not go to the concert. ws actually planning to go to rihanna's concert tapi being postponed coz she was terrible hurt. well, no new bout it yet. so u guys going out for the concert, have fun.
yaayy..
it's d first week of a new month. after having some uncomfortableness emotions as per my last post, i am eager to start my week with happy thoughts. that nite, i even ironed my bro's school uniform, not forgetting mine as well b4 i actually went to bed. earlier i went out with DD catching things up between both of us. he read my blog and asked me of why am i damn mad. so he explained why la after a few belok2 from me. i was like *shy* at the first place when he asked me the question. i was like ehh.. bole tak tanak jawab.
i was early on monday ie 8.20am. signing in then went to buy bfast. i had meehoon+tempe for breakfast. i am full. talking bout full, i dont take that much portion as wat i used to do b4. it's pretty medium la. as long as i can finish. at work, i compiled the full correspondance address for our clients b4 i can issue out the debit notes. had an argument dgn DD. =(
yesterday, DD's ofis was being used as a place for an interviu with izrul his fren on the milollypop tshirt. well, it's cool. in the end him and ared was taken as the models for the handphone. well.. gaya macho sket.. hehehe..habis tu gi makan. i wasn't at my appetite sgt bile mlm tapi siang ok la. kena makan. kalo tak takde energy nak berfikir and nnt lapar perut masuk angin. semalam hujan lebat sangat.
today was a happy day for me. woke up quite late, ard 6.45am. ingat nak naik train tapi tak jadi. so asked favor from kak farriz. she picked me up from the bus stop near my hse then dropped her daughter at her mum's at sec 8 b4 zooming off to work. it was like syok okay coz we even stopped by to isi minyak and we actually reached ofis by 8.30am. cool eh. sampai sign in pastu gi beli food ngan june, kak fatimah and kak farriz. i bought meehoon AGAIN but different shop la. after posting some entries at 12.45pm gi kl sentral. i ade meeting kat malakoff pastu earlier lunch dulu ngan hajar. dh lame gile tak jumpe die. bout a year plus i guess so. catching things up. about work, life and tak lupe my preparation for wedding. oh, btw she has agreed to become my pengapit at DD's side. i'm glad and happy. i told her basically what she has to do la. hopefully she's fine with it. and another shocking thing is that she said she is gonna change her appearances as in make-up thingy. i was like. really.. wow! she juz said ko jangan la terkejut nanti. well, i'm fine with that. i ni yang tak make up make up sgt. malas la. nak gi keje kan. juz put on a lil bit of red lines on my lips that would be fine. but guess so i have to put some on la when ever i am meeting with some other organization. well, talking bout meeting rites i was like meeting at this malakoff at sentral. i wasn't that formal. so lucky i borrowed june's jacket so i then actually put it on. it looked good on me. hahaha.. i think like now i've gained weight coz i felt like my baju and pants ketat. but izzit baju tu yang dah ketat. hhmm.. thought of shopping la one day. maybe this weekend or let see how things go first before i decide. then after that makan goreng pisang, minum tea, makan balik meehoon AGAIN.. but meehoon takleh blah. so juz put aside. masa makan kak siti told bout her sis yang ade cancer tu. she already half paralyze. kesian la i dgr the story. btw, wishing that she is fine. then took LRT to pj b4 DD picked me up from there. thanks a lot dear. u've been sacrificing a lot of things for me yah. how greatful and wonderful u r being towards me. LOVE U! then we all pening sekejap pasal mak andam. tonite he'll meet the mak andam to discuss on the pricing. wish him luck. at the moment he went to see and discusss with his fren. he got quite a big job from a client. juz praying that everything's great and success. insya-Allah. i completed 3 out of 5 prayers today. alhamdulillah.
i was early on monday ie 8.20am. signing in then went to buy bfast. i had meehoon+tempe for breakfast. i am full. talking bout full, i dont take that much portion as wat i used to do b4. it's pretty medium la. as long as i can finish. at work, i compiled the full correspondance address for our clients b4 i can issue out the debit notes. had an argument dgn DD. =(
yesterday, DD's ofis was being used as a place for an interviu with izrul his fren on the milollypop tshirt. well, it's cool. in the end him and ared was taken as the models for the handphone. well.. gaya macho sket.. hehehe..habis tu gi makan. i wasn't at my appetite sgt bile mlm tapi siang ok la. kena makan. kalo tak takde energy nak berfikir and nnt lapar perut masuk angin. semalam hujan lebat sangat.
today was a happy day for me. woke up quite late, ard 6.45am. ingat nak naik train tapi tak jadi. so asked favor from kak farriz. she picked me up from the bus stop near my hse then dropped her daughter at her mum's at sec 8 b4 zooming off to work. it was like syok okay coz we even stopped by to isi minyak and we actually reached ofis by 8.30am. cool eh. sampai sign in pastu gi beli food ngan june, kak fatimah and kak farriz. i bought meehoon AGAIN but different shop la. after posting some entries at 12.45pm gi kl sentral. i ade meeting kat malakoff pastu earlier lunch dulu ngan hajar. dh lame gile tak jumpe die. bout a year plus i guess so. catching things up. about work, life and tak lupe my preparation for wedding. oh, btw she has agreed to become my pengapit at DD's side. i'm glad and happy. i told her basically what she has to do la. hopefully she's fine with it. and another shocking thing is that she said she is gonna change her appearances as in make-up thingy. i was like. really.. wow! she juz said ko jangan la terkejut nanti. well, i'm fine with that. i ni yang tak make up make up sgt. malas la. nak gi keje kan. juz put on a lil bit of red lines on my lips that would be fine. but guess so i have to put some on la when ever i am meeting with some other organization. well, talking bout meeting rites i was like meeting at this malakoff at sentral. i wasn't that formal. so lucky i borrowed june's jacket so i then actually put it on. it looked good on me. hahaha.. i think like now i've gained weight coz i felt like my baju and pants ketat. but izzit baju tu yang dah ketat. hhmm.. thought of shopping la one day. maybe this weekend or let see how things go first before i decide. then after that makan goreng pisang, minum tea, makan balik meehoon AGAIN.. but meehoon takleh blah. so juz put aside. masa makan kak siti told bout her sis yang ade cancer tu. she already half paralyze. kesian la i dgr the story. btw, wishing that she is fine. then took LRT to pj b4 DD picked me up from there. thanks a lot dear. u've been sacrificing a lot of things for me yah. how greatful and wonderful u r being towards me. LOVE U! then we all pening sekejap pasal mak andam. tonite he'll meet the mak andam to discuss on the pricing. wish him luck. at the moment he went to see and discusss with his fren. he got quite a big job from a client. juz praying that everything's great and success. insya-Allah. i completed 3 out of 5 prayers today. alhamdulillah.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
hate
hate pretenders and liars.. i know myself too not perfect. i do lie and pretend. but some people are damn good at pretending and lying. without any single thing being noticed. urrgghh.. geram sgt. what for nak tipu. feeling great and superb ke?
march's blues
singing and humming and singing and humming to alicia keys "no one" syokla. layan soul kejap. oohhh..i love d song. hahaha berangan kejap.
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you-ooo
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you-ooo
Can get in the way of what I feel
I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try try to divide something so real
until the end of time I'm telling you what it is
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you-ooo
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh-ooo[repeat]
01.03.09
tata february and welcome march. first of all thanking and wishing alhamdulillah to God coz i am stil here breathing and living in the world belongs to God. such a lucky person to stil face another day in the world. wishing n hoping for a better tomoro. Amin.
juz got home from a long day out today or shall i say outing as well. have juz cleaned up myself. changing to a much more comfortable attire for me to sleep. both my pants n t-shirt are the lembiks ones. basically very much damn cosy and can't wait to go to bed. but hold on to that coz i feel like blogging for a little while. it's only 3 of us at home. parent went back to kampung to visit my grandma and also my cousin. hope both of them and infact every one at kampung is feeling great despite being healthy. yeah! had my dinner at mamak sup. had rojak kosong that is only kuih n telur goreng. but i'm pretty full. today i woke up quite late then waited for DD (b4 i proceed DD stands for Dearest Dear) to fetch me. at first wanted to drive tapi bro said wanted to use the car so what i did was juz to isi air and then kunci. so roughly ard 12.30pm DD came. went to lunch. i wasn't at my mood to eat as i only request half of the nasi portion and also one type of lauk that is masak kurma. i'm feeling full but yet not hungry. anyway, maybe i'm stressed but what am i to stress about coz i'm with DD and yet i should be happy rite. at last can't finish my food. juz a bit of rice and chicken. but nvm, i juz push my plate aside. it is not the food to be blame, it is juz that i am full. then accompanied DD to the workshop to settle his absorber, changing the oil filter and also minyak hitam. oh and also changing his tyres. he spent like almost 700 bucks. quite a lot but looking at his job that requires him to travel, might as well changed before anything bad could happened. not asking but taking preventive measures. it was pretty sunny day. but i stayed most of the time in the shop coz got chair and fan. i was at one pint sooo damn sleepy that i cant help myself. i fell asleep while waiting. about 3 hours alhamdulillah it's settled. the car felt nice to drive. back to DD's house. lepaking while looking for some mak andam websites. DD said maybe to narrow down our chocies by not surveying anymore. we will decide based on wat we have currently. what we need to do is sit down again and talk. this whole week we dont really talk bout our wedding preparation. he seems bz with his work and to avoid feeling stress i also avoid talking too much on it. coz i think it create some uncomfortableness into him. through out this whole week.. i missed DD very much. i dont really get the time to spend with him. i visited him at ofis wanting to see his face so i cud settle my daily smoothly. eventhough i missed him the face i saw b4 end of the day is enuf for me to stay on and hold on to next day. even today i spent like the whole day with him i dont get him fully. maybe i am juz besides him but we are bz doing things. even today i missed him though. i know DD is busy. so to keep me from thinking something unnecessary it's better for me to do something else.
DD --> i know that u're bz but please dont stop loving me. wanting to hear those magic words everyday and everytime. wanting to be called honey or sayang or dear everyday and everytime. wanting to know what u're up to each and everytime. maybe it's not like before tapi i redha.
juz got home from a long day out today or shall i say outing as well. have juz cleaned up myself. changing to a much more comfortable attire for me to sleep. both my pants n t-shirt are the lembiks ones. basically very much damn cosy and can't wait to go to bed. but hold on to that coz i feel like blogging for a little while. it's only 3 of us at home. parent went back to kampung to visit my grandma and also my cousin. hope both of them and infact every one at kampung is feeling great despite being healthy. yeah! had my dinner at mamak sup. had rojak kosong that is only kuih n telur goreng. but i'm pretty full. today i woke up quite late then waited for DD (b4 i proceed DD stands for Dearest Dear) to fetch me. at first wanted to drive tapi bro said wanted to use the car so what i did was juz to isi air and then kunci. so roughly ard 12.30pm DD came. went to lunch. i wasn't at my mood to eat as i only request half of the nasi portion and also one type of lauk that is masak kurma. i'm feeling full but yet not hungry. anyway, maybe i'm stressed but what am i to stress about coz i'm with DD and yet i should be happy rite. at last can't finish my food. juz a bit of rice and chicken. but nvm, i juz push my plate aside. it is not the food to be blame, it is juz that i am full. then accompanied DD to the workshop to settle his absorber, changing the oil filter and also minyak hitam. oh and also changing his tyres. he spent like almost 700 bucks. quite a lot but looking at his job that requires him to travel, might as well changed before anything bad could happened. not asking but taking preventive measures. it was pretty sunny day. but i stayed most of the time in the shop coz got chair and fan. i was at one pint sooo damn sleepy that i cant help myself. i fell asleep while waiting. about 3 hours alhamdulillah it's settled. the car felt nice to drive. back to DD's house. lepaking while looking for some mak andam websites. DD said maybe to narrow down our chocies by not surveying anymore. we will decide based on wat we have currently. what we need to do is sit down again and talk. this whole week we dont really talk bout our wedding preparation. he seems bz with his work and to avoid feeling stress i also avoid talking too much on it. coz i think it create some uncomfortableness into him. through out this whole week.. i missed DD very much. i dont really get the time to spend with him. i visited him at ofis wanting to see his face so i cud settle my daily smoothly. eventhough i missed him the face i saw b4 end of the day is enuf for me to stay on and hold on to next day. even today i spent like the whole day with him i dont get him fully. maybe i am juz besides him but we are bz doing things. even today i missed him though. i know DD is busy. so to keep me from thinking something unnecessary it's better for me to do something else.
DD --> i know that u're bz but please dont stop loving me. wanting to hear those magic words everyday and everytime. wanting to be called honey or sayang or dear everyday and everytime. wanting to know what u're up to each and everytime. maybe it's not like before tapi i redha.
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