alamak dh tggl 69 days

omigod. tggl lg brape hari je. bnyk benda tak finalized lagi ni. i terasa takut k. card alhamdulillah the cost is rm900 for a thousand cards. lower than my budget. btw, hari ni i mean kejap lagi nak pegi tempah kain baju melayu bros n dad.

updates on mum. i will cry when it involves mum. my fiancee did his best to actually rise up my spirit and to control my emotion. finally i took mum to sjmc last thursday. giving her the medication which i think is the best cure for her. sis even did argued she doesnt like chemicals running in mum's blood. but do we have an option? i wonder. i dont think so. so i guess she has to depend on the medication till end of her life. similar to those with diabetics or high blood pressure of even that involving heart. you have to take medication so ur level of sugar for example will be at the safe level. hopefully mum will be recoverable fully bcoz i pity of her had to live on her old life being sick. i want her to be happy. enjoying moments of her final years of life or better words golden age. not just mum, dad as well. praying to God for his blessings and to forgive all of our sins.

u know these few days my fiancee being so hectic at work. from morning til night. even after ofis hours, he will be doing his business. i told him that n he said that what can he do. he is looking for money to survive. plus he is getting married. plus it is also for me. yes i understand that tapi sometimes i ade rasa i just want a little time from him. nowadays, malam we bearly talk on the phone coz we were bz in the days plus we are tired. even if we had the opprtunity, we were found sleeping by the phone in the next morning. takpela. i sabar je la. by the way, i am getting married to him in 69 days time. if i were to think, it is like so short. minus those weeks that we have to work even during weekend. we were like left with hmmm..how many days. 20? yeah..it's true wat people say. u will get happiness after some sacrification. maybe just for a little while.

oklah..there's no need to cry or being sad. ur big day is coming girl. and yeah i have confirmed that my bridesmaid will be my schoolmate. thanx a lot. will be meeting her soon to pass her the sample color of the kain. well, gtg now. i want to go clean up myself especially my index finger. coz it was tersepit with penjemur kain. sian i eh. luke tau. tadi mum dh jampi. oww! hehehe..

27.05.2009

HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY!

today is the date that we are officially coupled. the above number says it all. 9. means 9 years of living with this guy named Muhamad Faiz Marican Bin Mubarak. from the thoughts of just befriended with him for fun until the time has come for us to end the coupling time with the most powerful bond that is called MARRIAGE! i am so grateful and bersyukur and of course happy being with him. "terima kasih cinta"

sayang, if u r reading my blog now, would like to wish Happy Anniversary to you. May God bless both of us. semoga majlis perkahwinan kite berjalan dengan selamat. semoga perkahwinan kite berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. semoga kite dikurniakan zuriat yang soleh dan solehah. semoga umur kite dipanjangkan. there are a lot of things to be done and share after marriage. it is not just sex. it involves everything meaning money, time and the most thing LIFE. please guide me to become a wife yang diredhai Allah SWT, a mother that is helpful to her kids and also a lovable and respectful partner to u dear. i love u very much. my love to u for sure is a lot more everyday and everyday. yang, sometimes when people asked, why do u want to get married with this guy? i have no specific reason. but i will definitely answer with a smile curved in my heart that is i love u so much. please do not stop loving me.

emoticons

wat i am feeling now..

=) + =( + =D + =< + =P = macam - macam ada !!

* updates *

1. tempah baju nikah

2. tempah baju family

3. cari kain pengapit

4. cari kompang/gamelan

5. call pakcik husin

6. testing door gift

7. confirmkan bunga telur pelamin

8. hantaran

uiisshh.. hari tu tgk cam dh sket. tapi ni mcm tambah balik je. aahhh....worried menyerang minda ku sekali lagi. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, tabahkan la hati hamba-Mu ini supaya diriku tenang mengharungi hari2 yang mendatang. Insya-Allah.

leave serupa keje

yes indeed more tired than normal working hours. woke up pretty early if to compare having leave. at 7am. sent bobob to skool. balik tu kelam kabut surf web immigration as me n fiancee r going there t settle our passports. finally siap2. hubby fetched me around 9am. we dont even have time to breakfast as we know that dealing with numbers at govt offices, we need to be early. well.. we were quite surprised as there were so many ppl there when we reached. i wonder what time they have been waiting there. queueing to get the form, filling up, submitting and the longest part is to wait for our turn. i think almost 2 hours. our turn roughly around 12pm. then settled, then we have to wait for another 2 hours before collecting the docs. then, we all went out for lunch. pastu saat yang dinanti nantikan yang menervouskan aku ni.

HIV test. me and my fiancee alhamdulillah negative. i was so scared in the first place. ingat die nak amik satu pine darah tapi i silap la. just satu cucukkan kat end of jari then settle. tapi satu cucukkan pun sampai skrang sakit lagi jari aku. ade rasa sket annoying ni. isshh... pastu dah settle gi amik passport. alhamdulillah mostly sume planned jobs today settled. include byr asb, byr bil streamyx. then petang hubby dropped by house. mintak his favor to check out on mum. thanx a lot dear. hubby i ni phsyco thinking die tinggi tau. salute babe! so strongly emotionally controlled despite of macam2 happenings. and ptg tadi jgk i n mum gi cuci keta setelah almost sebulan tak cuci. ye la lps balik from CH hari tu. hehehe.. dh kotor tahap gaban ni. pastu bile dh cuci, was syoknye.. kilat2.. hehe..bersih dan sungguh nyaman. hubby tadi baru balik from SPA i tell u. nak gossip la ngan die kejap. oh ho.. time's running short. nak titon dh. nite nite!

~ family trip aka to CAMERON HGHLAND ~

finally, the post that i want to post since beginning of the month. the days have passed for bout 20 days which leave is with around 10 days b4 we begin our lives in the month of JUNE. i was surprised that dad told me we were going to CH 3 days earlier as i've planned to go for ring searching with my fiancee. i was excited. told bros bout it n they knew it before hand. told mum but mum was a bit reluctant coz she said, where got $$ to go for hols. letting the days passed til the day it arrives. i juz packed my bag that morning which was on 1st may 09. eventually it is a public holiday coz it is a labour day. yoohoo! otw, dad n mum bebel 'ing' bout how we acted towards their assets. as in y we dont care of the things they bought like car for example. it is because of the e-yot-e-yot sound. haiisshh! quite tension that morning. but went thru it. the day was quite hot la. then it was traffic jam towards perak. we stopped by at sumwhere in perak. wasnt sure what's the name of the place. we had lunch there. oh forgot to tell. another family to join is uncle kamal's and uncle daud's. what a long journey. i think i have never been on a long journey like this before. just making sure that my tummy are filled with food so i wont be vomitting on the way uphill. hehe..typical girl travelling making sure her tummy is not upset. alhamdulillah we reached our destination around 4pm. and we actually checked in to our apartment at 5pm. lepaking.. calling fiancee. he is having so much fun at waterfall. dunno when will i get the opportunity to go there. btw, back to my trip. after asar prayer, we went to town to eat as both dads are hungry. our place is called tanah rata. the road i tell u. belok2. i was soo pening. the weather is cold that i need to put on sweater. i got running nose for that few days. we had roti canai. it was tasty. then it was raining heavily. i did not buy anything on the first day. then, we had our dinner there before going back to apartment for a nite sleep after a long hot journey. i shared a room with my bros. we combined the 2 single beds and bobob sleeps in the middle. sejuk tau. if ade partner i, sure i blh kapuk die that nite. btw, i am missing him. dunno whether is he missing me or not. hmm...

next day woke up ard 8. had bfast. mum n makcik zai prepared sardine sandwich for us. kenyang b4 we went out for a proper kenyang meal. we jalan2 and this time we went further up. to brinchang. we then went to the strawberry farm. bought some tea boxes and also strawberries. we even shared strawberry ice-cream. so damn yummy. then we moved to our next stop for overnite. it is a rest house sumwhere in the middle of brinchang's town. pretty bz and chaos la. even got traffic jam. we had kfc for dinner. dads have gone for golfing. we all (the other 3 families) gi jalan2 at pasar malam. some souvenir shop. then makan balik. apam balik. dlm 6 back to hotel cleaned up then rest. tggu dad balik b4 go out for dinner together. whoosshh! chillingnye weather. syok pun syok. hehehe.. geram pun geram. that nite, the 5 of us shared the same room. combine bed then tido. syok tau. macam2 style. juz hoping that that nite neither bob or farid banged the dressing table. hehehe...

next day around 9am we make our move back to home. yaay! we had breakfast before leaving. we reached home around noon. then dad took off for golf [again *grin* hehehe] we all lepak umah order pizza for lunch n lepak at home. and so surprisingly, my running nose stops. guess so the weather that makes it that way coz ground is hotter than uphill. ape ape pun, alhamdulillah dah selamat sampai kat umah. btw, here are some photos taken there. enjoy the moments.

cannot trf

huhu.. been trying to transfer some lovely photos from my handphone but i cant get thru with it. asik error error. how? hmm.. tension kejap. ni i tgh tgk bersamamu kat tv3. kesian these people. i should be thankful for wat i have now. alhamdulillah.