woohoo!!

wow.. a month is almost over. and yet i havent really post anything in my blog which i love to do so for like these few months. expressing and writing sumthing wat i like most. well lets just continue. but here i want to state why do i dont have the time to actually blog. but nvm.. just proceed with my updates.

1st week of december

i was alone through the weekend coz my dearest husband went for a convention at jelebu. so on friday after work straight away went home to mum's. and besides the sad sad part..on that morning we went for the first check up for my baby in the tummy. i'm already at that particular moment 9 weeks 5 days. through out the scanning session, we can see the baby is moving about. wow how it is so miracle. God's creation. then ade worried part sket. tang my sugar level. a lil bit high and maybe ade kuman. so i kene pegi the next urine test scheduled the week after that.

2nd week of december

i was left alone again as this time hubby needs to go outstation. this time it is a lil bit longer. so i was left alone and sad. tapi tak tau la hubby i tu. maybe die suke kan pegi jauh2 from his wife. ntahla.. mengade2 feelings i ni. pastu talking bout the urine test.. haa... i was prescribed a type of medication sbb ade kuman. pastu kene minum banyak air kosong. at least 2 litre a day. wow that's quite a lot. tapi lame2 sampai skang dah bole minum la air kosong sket2. hehe...

3rd week onwards..

my beloved husband is at home.. we spend our time together. i sangat2 miss kat die. tak tau la die tapi katanye die miss i jgk. ntahla.. tapi i tau die miss i kan yang kan..

now i am on holiday. xmas holiday. hohohoho!!

okaylah..

owhh talking bout baby.. i am now 12 weeks already. wow cepatnye masa berjalan. dh dekat 3 bulan.

sayonara!

december~ it is here already

beginning of d month is abah's bday. wished him thru sms. then he replied sumthing funny "abah mulai 1 dec ni dh jadi org awam" then i was like eh kitorang ni bukan orang awam ke?kitorang orang awam la tp diff nye kitorang keje tp tu je la. lain2 semua same. bukannye we all ni fall under category pemerintah. aishh..mcm2. then siap tanye lg takde hadiah ke?ucapan je?haha..kelako la bapak aku ni. sis pun said d same thing coz she also got d same sms as me. hehe.. talks bout new mth. now practically bz ngan month end kt sini. juz sumtimes wonder camne nk tuka attitude diorang ni. tak kumpul bnyk2 skali then post. nnt yg pening org yg receive nk check plak kan. 2day i ade termun wek2 wek2. kena baju kurung. dh cuci tp ade bau susu lagi. was a bit uncomfortable.

talking bout being emotional. i skang mmg tgh emo. malas nk layan semua org. i juz got things to say bout my husband. i know he is currently bz doing jobs finding extra $ for his wife n future kids tp kan sometimes he juz lost his attention to me. few times i terasa tp i bukannye ape. bukan nk lebih2. tp kdg2 tu a simple sms/call/email during day at work shud b sweet enuf. dh tau kn i ni pregnant. sumtimes tanye la i ok ke tak. muntah ke tak? dh mkn ke blum? hmm..maybe i am too emotional kn. n then calls i received fr him bnyknye worriedness. bukan la tak leh nk share ngan i. blh..i ni kn ur wife. tp smp i rs ade gud news or sumthing funny pun die tak cite kt i. might be tu diff kawan n wife kot. he is diff when at home n wif frens. sumtimes ade jgk wonder kenape dgn i bnyk diam je. tak suka i ke? pas2 nnt i kena marah. and i pun dh lame tak dgr die call/sms me sumthing sweet. bile i ckp kt die n ask he tried to make my qs funny. tp usually i tau bile tgh couple guy mmg camtu. so sweet. bile dh kawin tak sweet.ntah la. btul ke? kalo salah mesti kena hentam. biarla.. let it be. i malas nk layan. sumtimes being silence is better than anything. haishh.. sori 4 i am being too emotional.

last day of the month

i guess tis wil b the last post for the month n meaning tis month is d least no of post that i posted on my blog. not that i takde time but my condition require me to rest n melepek je kt umah. tgk tv. raya haji juz passed. wishing evry muslim selamat hari raya aidiladha. we went back to klg on thurs nite. tp sat nite dh blk our hse. nk rest kt umah on sunday. tp sat n sun i a bit kesian. i wek..wek..muntah smp ade color brown kuar. tak tau tu blood ke tak tp i am worried k. hopefully n insya-Allah takde pape. hubby ckp mayb satu sbb throat i dh luke sbb bnyk kali wek2. satu sbb lg mayb sirap yg i minum kt uptown semlm. kemain merah lg color die. smp cam ade stain kt gigi i. hehe.

my baby today dh 9 weeks. meaning dh nk msuk 3 bulan. borak ngan hubby kire2 6 bulan lg nk deliver. tak decide mane lg sebenarnye tp skang dh ade 2 tmpt dlm my mind. 2day wil find some info on the places.

btw,told my boss already that i am preggie. hehe. rs lega sket. he juz pesan sabar n take a lot of rest. he also congratulate me. hehe. i mula2 takut gak tp i kene bg tau kt die kn. coz i report to him. thnx anyway.

another great news. ape yg i ckp sumthing big is on d way yg i cite i dh sign tu. jeng jeng jeng. iaitu kereta saya. vivalicious which is in white color. sgt tatek..hehe..i mean cantek la. tp x sempat snap2 pic. nnt dh dpt i post it k. k la. i nk g lunch break. kang ade time i smbung blk. bye.

mid of the month

the last post was on 6th and toda it is 14th of the month of november already. sekejap je rasa. tau2 i dh 2 weeks pun bekeja di rhbim. hehe... so far alhamdulillah i boleh cope la. cume sometimes ade attitude ofis mate yg menjengkelkan. [learned the word from hubby] my baby is 7 weeks already. actually i already register myself in the pregnancy community called www.babycentre.com.my basically banyak jgk info i get from this web site from the food, taking care during pregnancy, vitamins and supplement needed and lots more. i even shared some of the info with my dearest hubby. n know wat hubby i sgt chommel. die almost every nite b4 go to sleep die akan talk with the baby. hehehe... pastu kalo i cam ade sickness or loya2 die ckp kat baby "Jangan kaco mummy at work k" hehehe... bile i tgk his behaviour i senyum and gelak sengsorang. how thankful and happy and glad i am... REALLY REALLY glad okay. this morning i woke up then i hugged my hubby kiss kiss die ckp i am soooo happy and he is mine and i am his. so lovely. =)

sumthing sweet to be shared. on thursday i wasnt feeling good to eat. so he cooked tis fish dish for me. asam fish. no name yet to be given. he upgraded it from his mum and dad recipe. hehehe.. thanks a lot dear. really appreciate it. love u so much.

n today saturday. i dh signed and insya-Allah it is coming soon okay. lets wait til next week. adios amigos.

p/s: ysterday i watched spread acted by ashton kutcher. alamak comelnye and hensemnye die. tapi cite tu dirty sket i mean. free sex la. btw, enjoyed the show.

first day at RHBIM

i've started my work on 2nd nov. and no lies i do feel nervous. to be seeing new people, how is the work flow, n politics of course. btw, wishing for the best here. i woke up quite early. feeling excitedly. roughly dlm 730 dh kuar umah. sampaidlm 820am. pretty early. got my parking. pastu breakfast ngan kak maziah before being introduced to the team. well, pretty nice people la so far i dh keje sane. keje pun okaylah. bleh paham. hehehe..makan so far okay. cume ade time tu i loya2 nak wek..wekk.. siap beli asam nak bagi tekak sedap. my place okay pretty big tapi peli sket sebab die takde cubicle. just meja and i bertentang ngan orang depan. cam pelik sket tapi must get used to it. boss kate nk renovate tempat tu. furniture baru, carpet baru, lampu baru. takpe asalkan selesa bekerja kan. okaylah selamat bekerja di tempat baru.

i'm pregnant

omg.. cam tak percaya kan that is wat is really really really happening..alhamdulillah.. simptoms: period was late, a bit cramped around tummy n breasts, gets tired in a short while and alwiz feeling so hungry. so on the 31st october, dad in law called his doctor and told me to go and see her. so the nxt day we went together. masuk2 je bilik doctor, i kena trus wat urine test tapi i dh squad squad tapi tak nak shi shi. so doctor said go n drink first then come back. so i pun minum la almost half botol air pastu rasa nk shi shi dh mai. tunggu tunggu test result, doctor panggil. "congratulations" "sudah ade" i plak haa.. ape dh ade.. wah tersenyum2 suke. muka hubby time tu memang happy giler and i wonder wat does he feel at that time. he said rasa nk nangis tapi takleh nak nangis. suddenly rasa so lapang kat dada n mind rasa soo peaceful. kejadian ciptaan Ilahi. sangat menakjubkan. lepas tu session calling calling family. they seems to be happy as well. n thanx all for ur support.

~ a new venture of life is beginning with dearest husband ~

... Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan ketabahan dalam melalui tempoh mengandung ini. Semoga kesihatan yang baik diberikan kepada ku dan bayi dlm kandungan. Aku juga memohon semoga selamat dalam melahirkan anak dan juga mudah. Aminn ...

so many things to say in one post

but today is my birthday. i will share with you all about it ok..
3rd november 1983. now i am 26 years old.
semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki.