Me and daughter

Daughter got this thing doesnt like to go to school. Tapi bila i fetch in the afternoon, tak nak pulak balik. Wondering. So many reasons. Kawan asyik gaduh. Takot hujan. Nnt ada subject sembahyang lama, cikgu garang lah. Haishh.. Tu semua mmg kena face in school life. Smp secondary school pun. Si comel ni. Takkan nak tukar sekolah. Or mmg school tu mcm tu? Browsing few schools yg established ni tp fees dia mahal la sket. Omg!!! I looked so pale in that pink kaler shirt. Hahahaha.. :)

Oh God! Do i really love him?

Now tak tau. Tak tau tak tau. Help me.

I ni dah kenapa? I am a bit down.

Donno lah. What's wrong. I just feel i dont want to be friends with anybody. I just nak duduk sengsorang. Lagi elok agaknya! Baca books ke apa. Pregnancy hormones is it? I got like 3 more months before i can actually see my 3rd child. Insyaallah it will be fine. :) oklah.. Nak nap kejap. Bye!

Good luck my son!

Many mummies out there will sure feel the same thing when their kids is having their exam. Mcm nak nangis. Mcm2 pesan dah kat anak ni. This morning when i told my son write his name properly, he said tak nak. Mcm ejek2 plak. Btw, mummy wish u all the best. Semoga boleh jawab dgn btol ok. :)

GOOD LUCK !!!

I donno whether it is true or not

I was checking my touchngo balances when i came through husband's trx. I mcm jadi suspicious plak. Kenapa he is already here midnight 17 tp dia smp rumah on 18. Where did he sleep for the night? Dia overnight ngan sape? Yesterday i asked him pastu he was telling me ada dispute kat trx touchngo dia. And he refers to his colleague pun penah kena macam tu. And i was like ok ni another story to create ke? And he said that kalo dia blk 17 mcm mana nk claim kat ofis. Hurmm.. Ye ke? I just rasa inside he is lying. Creating stories over stories. Bukannya setting my mind ckp dia tipu tapi my feelings je rasa mcm apa ni. Takyah la tipu2. Kalo betol if u wanna get married, tell me, takyah nak do nonsense. Hate it ok. He said he will check with touchngo about the dispute. I pun ye kan je lah. My concept is: apa2 je lah. God is there. I just doa. Kalo btol he did wrong, show it to me. God is fair right. Jangan smp i merajuk nnt. I lari baru tau. Hahahaha... Syian busyuk i dua orang tu. Si manja dgn si busyuk. Kesian tgk diorang. Tapi i rasa sedih kalo btol dia tipu i. Haisshh.. Doa je la banyak2 yg i mampu. Sbb tu yg boleh calm n make me peace. Rs mcm x nak depend on anybody. If that buat u sakit hati. Treating my heart to say SABAR and SABAR. Okay Shim. What comes around goes around. Okaylah nak tido dah. Enough of emotional part tonight. Praying for a better day tomorrow. Inshaallah. :)

Eating activities for my weekend

U know never had this feeling through out my previous pregnancy. With the so HOT weather. I mcm suffocate sgt. Donno whom to talk to. Rs nk balik umah my mum je. Mcm sejuk sket kat hall dia. It was like here dari siang smp malam air cond je. Rs dehudrated pun ada. And my tummy mcm doesnt feel good. Is it baby? I guess so. Husband wanted to apply the oitment tp i rasa tu bukan sbb angin. And i dislike it when ppl say angin angin angin. It is NOT an inherited sickness okay. Geram je. Tapi towards midnight it is getting better. Tu la i berblog kejap ni. Anyway, why i say full of makan. Because since hari tu, mcd with zara, pizza with kids, nasi beryani and kuah kurma, satay, roti canai, cake and mcd again for bday party. Kann bnyk tu namanya. If larat boleh je puasa tp cam tak tahan je. Tgk dulu mcm mana nnt.

I was a bit too emotional tonight

Gerraamm je. Mmg i tgh emo malam ni. I was like apa ni? Kadang2 ada jgk terpk oowwhhh sbb tu kot i ni tak gemok2. Makin kurus ada lah. Sbb i stress with situation. Yg buat i happy sket. Yang sedih bnyk. Arrgghh forget it lah. Mmg emotional terlebih plak. I think this is one of the reason i am making that one decision. Tapi how true it is? I do not know whom to share it with.. Perhaps diam je. Sometimes diam lagi elok. Tapi ada org ckp bila diam lagi teruk. Hurmm mana tu. :(