Menangis sebab nak pergi kidzania

As usual, every year school will organize a trip to kidzania to this year it seems like takde due to the coronavirus spread. So maybe school tak nak lah organize pergi to tempat mall yg ramai2 visitors or tourist. Risau. So my dotter thought yg dia dah terlambat takleh nak pergi. Called the daddy at work nangis2 then she snap a photo of herself crying. Here i will share it with u. One day i will bring these 3 kids to kidzania ok love!! Muahhh.

New hairstyle for zayyan

Abg teased him kepala helmet and he being so protective marah and menjerit no no. Hahaha that is soo funny. Mmg kepala helmet pun. Tp still masham kan.

Lost!!

Hurmm yep . I do have that kind of feelings whereby tetiba lost mcm tu. something is missing. To pray i cannot yet. Belom hbs period. So berdoa je lah dlm hati and bersabar. Sometimes rasa nak speed up time and things. Kadang kadang mcm lost tak tau nak buat apa. Mcm2 feelings. Tp kalo ikutkan hati binasa. Hahaha. Doa yang baik baik je lah k. :(

Happy valentines day!

Ahakss.. sometimes thought of why not go to celebrate vday again like those old days tp sbb dah tua. Hahaha mcm funny pun ada. Hari tu kemas kemas found this old valentines day card given by my husband. I snap a photo and send him back the pic. He buat2 muka. Mcm x suka. Come on lahhh. Hahahaha.. tu u yg bagi kat i kan. Nak buang ke tak? Nak buang ke tak? The qs been running thru my mind. Hahaha. Kita simpan je lah.

Happy love month

Ahakss. February it is here. Sooo damn fast its already second month of the year. And today is going to be the end of the first week in february. Goshh! Mcm bnyak sgt lagi benda nak buat since last year is being postponed. Like spring clean our wardrobe, rak kasut, almari buku, what to do with the old school books, katil baby (to sell or simpan) and many more. And to share this also the feelings i had after staying with in-laws for almost 10 years. Guess mmg kena betol2 cari tempat sendiri lah. Beli or rent? Hurmm... part tu mmg susah lah sket sbb husband single income earner. So i rs mcm susah sket in that part. :( tp kita kena try utk dptkan apa yg kita nak kan. Inshaallah. Starting of this year 2020 had seen our small family tak sihat since january and now daddy (taytay) pronounced by zayyan. Semoga semuanya sihat semula seperti sedia kala. Ameen ya rabb

Kids coping well in both school. Sekolah kebangsaan and sekolah agama. Cuma i nak kena lebihkan part mengaji iqra/quran tu. if not syian diorang.

Welcoming the year of 2020

Happy new year every one! Cant believe that we are here already at the year of 2020 whereby when i was small, the country’s vision is to go to Wawasan 2020 and now here it is. As many said no kereta terbang but duit terbang yess. Hahaha. Very funny. But first and foremost alhamdulillah to have achieved and lived and been living to the very moment for me. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. Despite of many obstacles and downs and happy in life, life must go on. Mesti teruskan juga apa yg u dah plan initially to complete it and yes try to improve yourself to become a better muslim , a better wife, a better mom and a better daughter.

Here i am writing my very long post coz it is officially my first post of the year, the previous post was just an updating of that post which i didnt finish writing. I didnt wish for many things tp my wish is quite big. I want own house. Sometimes dah penat dah pening dah rimas and sometimes i donno how to say already. Sometimes telan je lah. Nak ckp kat sape2 sometimes i feel that maybe they will think i am too emotional. Hurmm. To my parents , seeing them ageing sometimes rasa sedih , sad nak cry and mcm2 lah. Rasa mcm boleh ke repay their sacrifices when they have took care of me. Thank you. Only allah may repay that. Only doas and doas in my prayer for both of them. :(

To three of my kids, zafran, zara and zayyan. Mummy will always pray for u. Sayang, care and semoga jadi anak yang soleh dan solehah. Aminnn. one is in std 4, one is in std 2, and the youngest is going to be three years old. Love u love u all soo much. To those yg ckp mummy tak reti jaga anak, yes mmg mummy tak reti,  tak reti. Bila org ckp mcm tu geramm je. Ye lah i ni semua tak reti. Jaga lah anak / cucu tu sendiri. :( haishh awal2 tahun dah sedih.

Oklah going to take shower already. Love yourself first. Then u can translate that feelings to others.

Our tv blowed out

Kids were started to play their game when suddenly the tv blowed out. So we called for LG customer service and yesterday they told me the amount to repair is what we agree to pay for. So kena tggu lagi when the tv can actually be sent back to us.