phew! 2 weeks of exercising via badminton makes me feel that i have to be at my top stamina. meaning i have to keep fit. i wasnt totally focus with the balls. guess so training is much needed. y ar? how do sports previously. i need focus. yeah the answer is simple. as i am gettin older, i dont sports ie not sweats. reducing my focusing. even in school, i were involved in cheerleading. it needs focus in order to be synchronised with ur team mates and also the melody. timing is very important. hmm.. maybe will heavily involved in badminton for own stamina. but today, hands wasnt that bad. still in pain but a lot lesser compared to last week. i already had my lunch via kitchen corner. ahaks. ;) rice with ikan bakar. kenyang babe. alhamdulillah.
: MY MARRIAGE :
Sunday, May 31, 2009
badminton
phew! 2 weeks of exercising via badminton makes me feel that i have to be at my top stamina. meaning i have to keep fit. i wasnt totally focus with the balls. guess so training is much needed. y ar? how do sports previously. i need focus. yeah the answer is simple. as i am gettin older, i dont sports ie not sweats. reducing my focusing. even in school, i were involved in cheerleading. it needs focus in order to be synchronised with ur team mates and also the melody. timing is very important. hmm.. maybe will heavily involved in badminton for own stamina. but today, hands wasnt that bad. still in pain but a lot lesser compared to last week. i already had my lunch via kitchen corner. ahaks. ;) rice with ikan bakar. kenyang babe. alhamdulillah.
belongings
wat will u feel if the belongings u thought r fully urs, doesnt belongs to u at all, shared with somebody else or u thought is urs but actually is not. meaning u sorang2 perasan it is urs.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
alamak dh tggl 69 days
omigod. tggl lg brape hari je. bnyk benda tak finalized lagi ni. i terasa takut k. card alhamdulillah the cost is rm900 for a thousand cards. lower than my budget. btw, hari ni i mean kejap lagi nak pegi tempah kain baju melayu bros n dad.
updates on mum. i will cry when it involves mum. my fiancee did his best to actually rise up my spirit and to control my emotion. finally i took mum to sjmc last thursday. giving her the medication which i think is the best cure for her. sis even did argued she doesnt like chemicals running in mum's blood. but do we have an option? i wonder. i dont think so. so i guess she has to depend on the medication till end of her life. similar to those with diabetics or high blood pressure of even that involving heart. you have to take medication so ur level of sugar for example will be at the safe level. hopefully mum will be recoverable fully bcoz i pity of her had to live on her old life being sick. i want her to be happy. enjoying moments of her final years of life or better words golden age. not just mum, dad as well. praying to God for his blessings and to forgive all of our sins.
u know these few days my fiancee being so hectic at work. from morning til night. even after ofis hours, he will be doing his business. i told him that n he said that what can he do. he is looking for money to survive. plus he is getting married. plus it is also for me. yes i understand that tapi sometimes i ade rasa i just want a little time from him. nowadays, malam we bearly talk on the phone coz we were bz in the days plus we are tired. even if we had the opprtunity, we were found sleeping by the phone in the next morning. takpela. i sabar je la. by the way, i am getting married to him in 69 days time. if i were to think, it is like so short. minus those weeks that we have to work even during weekend. we were like left with hmmm..how many days. 20? yeah..it's true wat people say. u will get happiness after some sacrification. maybe just for a little while.
oklah..there's no need to cry or being sad. ur big day is coming girl. and yeah i have confirmed that my bridesmaid will be my schoolmate. thanx a lot. will be meeting her soon to pass her the sample color of the kain. well, gtg now. i want to go clean up myself especially my index finger. coz it was tersepit with penjemur kain. sian i eh. luke tau. tadi mum dh jampi. oww! hehehe..
updates on mum. i will cry when it involves mum. my fiancee did his best to actually rise up my spirit and to control my emotion. finally i took mum to sjmc last thursday. giving her the medication which i think is the best cure for her. sis even did argued she doesnt like chemicals running in mum's blood. but do we have an option? i wonder. i dont think so. so i guess she has to depend on the medication till end of her life. similar to those with diabetics or high blood pressure of even that involving heart. you have to take medication so ur level of sugar for example will be at the safe level. hopefully mum will be recoverable fully bcoz i pity of her had to live on her old life being sick. i want her to be happy. enjoying moments of her final years of life or better words golden age. not just mum, dad as well. praying to God for his blessings and to forgive all of our sins.
u know these few days my fiancee being so hectic at work. from morning til night. even after ofis hours, he will be doing his business. i told him that n he said that what can he do. he is looking for money to survive. plus he is getting married. plus it is also for me. yes i understand that tapi sometimes i ade rasa i just want a little time from him. nowadays, malam we bearly talk on the phone coz we were bz in the days plus we are tired. even if we had the opprtunity, we were found sleeping by the phone in the next morning. takpela. i sabar je la. by the way, i am getting married to him in 69 days time. if i were to think, it is like so short. minus those weeks that we have to work even during weekend. we were like left with hmmm..how many days. 20? yeah..it's true wat people say. u will get happiness after some sacrification. maybe just for a little while.
oklah..there's no need to cry or being sad. ur big day is coming girl. and yeah i have confirmed that my bridesmaid will be my schoolmate. thanx a lot. will be meeting her soon to pass her the sample color of the kain. well, gtg now. i want to go clean up myself especially my index finger. coz it was tersepit with penjemur kain. sian i eh. luke tau. tadi mum dh jampi. oww! hehehe..
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
27.05.2009
HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY!
today is the date that we are officially coupled. the above number says it all. 9. means 9 years of living with this guy named Muhamad Faiz Marican Bin Mubarak. from the thoughts of just befriended with him for fun until the time has come for us to end the coupling time with the most powerful bond that is called MARRIAGE! i am so grateful and bersyukur and of course happy being with him. "terima kasih cinta"
sayang, if u r reading my blog now, would like to wish Happy Anniversary to you. May God bless both of us. semoga majlis perkahwinan kite berjalan dengan selamat. semoga perkahwinan kite berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. semoga kite dikurniakan zuriat yang soleh dan solehah. semoga umur kite dipanjangkan. there are a lot of things to be done and share after marriage. it is not just sex. it involves everything meaning money, time and the most thing LIFE. please guide me to become a wife yang diredhai Allah SWT, a mother that is helpful to her kids and also a lovable and respectful partner to u dear. i love u very much. my love to u for sure is a lot more everyday and everyday. yang, sometimes when people asked, why do u want to get married with this guy? i have no specific reason. but i will definitely answer with a smile curved in my heart that is i love u so much. please do not stop loving me.
Friday, May 22, 2009
Thursday, May 21, 2009
* updates *
1. tempah baju nikah
2. tempah baju family
3. cari kain pengapit
4. cari kompang/gamelan
5. call pakcik husin
6. testing door gift
7. confirmkan bunga telur pelamin
8. hantaran
uiisshh.. hari tu tgk cam dh sket. tapi ni mcm tambah balik je. aahhh....worried menyerang minda ku sekali lagi. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, tabahkan la hati hamba-Mu ini supaya diriku tenang mengharungi hari2 yang mendatang. Insya-Allah.
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