i'm sad

i'm bored n sad at the same time. some ppl in this world will only see their 'not so big' deeds but hoping others to give a BIG appreciation to them. i've been through such a hard time between may to november last year which i dealt with tears often. n the person i can share this besides my brothers is faiz. i've shared so many things with him. that's y i said, they don't see the big deeds me n bros did but what they see is the small thing they did and seems like they r the only one doing it. that's normal. but today i can't take it what she said to me n that's y i cried like nobody's business. she's been acting really weird these few weeks. i've already told mum bout that.. mum said "biase lar.. if ppl got $$, others wanna b friends with them but when ppl have no $$, they'll get out of ur life" it's like.. menyampah nye.. lps ni.. i tau la nak buat ape.. will not seek for ur help bcoz nnt in d future kisah ungkit-mengungkit will happen. so the best way is i do it on my own.. not revenging but to teach lesson..

i haven't had my lunch yet. full with all the tears.. hahaha!!! =) later la.. going out soon so will eat la.. not sure where to. movie? shopping? or some other things? will decide later la. looks like it's goinf to rain. actually know what, i have this kind of feelings telling me that whenever i'm sad or down, the day will be the same. if i'm happy, it is going to be so bright n sunny day.. haha.. just co-incident rite.. yeah..that's true..

my brother is going for SPM tomorrow. wish him all the best. i plak yang rasa takut. told him to pray to God banyak2 and do his best for this exam. brother bob tak tau bile nak sedar he is sitting for his PMR next year.. tau la die.. nnt org bising2 die marah.. wish him all the best too..

and to myself... GOOD LUCK to me too coz i'm sitting for my exam next month. roughly like 30 more days to go. i haven't finish revising my topics. and one thing for sure i have trial exam this coming saturday. insya-Allah will do my best.

to my dearest hubBy, GoOd LuCk to u too in ur consulting line.. jgn give up. i will always pray for u. n as ppl always say " nak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih "

public holiday

today is thursday n it is public holiday due to Diwali Celebration. i woke up ard 10am. hehe..as usual if it is weekend or when ever i'm on leave. if not i must already wake up by 6.30am. i felt a little sleepy n dizzy. guess so, i had too much sleep yesterday. n bcoz i had too much sleep, i had a few of unwanted dreams. aarrgghh..that's juz dreams right. so, next time, must recite prayer b4 going to bed.

i'm fasting today. together with sis n bro in law. dad told that his fren is having an open hse today fr 12 til 6pm but for sure i can't go coz i cannot eat. takpela.. next time.. mum will cook for our break fasting dishes. she went to the wet market this morning. most probably one of the dishes will be chicken.

i wanted to go shopping la. but guess so not this time. must wait for hubby due to some reason. it's almost towards the end of year so i think there must be some sale since x-mas is also ard the corner. hmm..then, next month la. so at least with year end bonus, i can buy extra things.. hehehe.. funny me..

monday blues..contd..

sorry..sorry.. tadi i was on the phone for a while. so that's y i stop typing. i online ngan who else if not my hubby.. after a happy n wonderful weekend that i had, today i must get back to work. as usual..mondays used to be argghh a boring day. but today i manage to go through it happily.

i woke up at 6.30am. took my bath, pray, then breakfast, as usual..my fav first meal of the day milo n roti gardenia. send farid to school then off to work. at first i tot the traffic quite bad coz ppl seems to rush things on monday.. tapi tak lah.. i reached my office at 8am. only bout 30 min drive. not many ppl arrived but my colleague that sits next to my cube came earlier than me as usual.. dunno what time she arrived. have a chit - chat with her of what she did during the weekend until la she told me that she fall dekat entrance of our office. the lasy was cleaning the marble floor due to the raya celebration (i guess) sbb oily, so.. die pun gi jalan kat sane. then unfortunate for her.. she fell.. terlentang.. kesian her. told her to sape minyak angin to make the pain relief.

today..i cam takde mood nak makan nasi. i took rice with sup ayam, potato n kicap. pastu ayam tak habis. muak tau.. then.. borak2 with lunch mates then blk ofis. i bought sweets n asam tapi towards the end, tak makan pun. so dlm keta on the way back..i pun mengunyah la..

hari ni hubby ckp die pegi jog. n he did something for his work which i congratulate him. wish him all the best.. n today.. my dad pun cam comel.. hehe... alaa.. abah ni... hehehe.. mum tgh main ngan my niece. wah!! nak tau tak adik fay ni dah pandai gelak2..jerit2..geramnye kat die..tapi sekarang die kurang sihat..ade flu.. my mum pun dh ok sket kot.. i pun alhamdulillah selsema dh kurang. tapi kena banyak makan sayur la.. pastu kena take Vitamin C. hehe.. takpela...lps ni i sambung makan balik..hari tu je malas. apsal tah..

so.. oklah..i nak tgk tv.. chiow!

monday blues..

well.. today is monday but maybe for some part of the world it is only sunday or early morning of tuesday.. i just got back from work about 2 hrs ago.. took my shower then pray then dinner.. before that, i n farid nyanyi2 dekat baby fay.. haha..

oklah.. nnt i akan sambung lagi..

it's my birthday

P. Ramlee Musical Theater

Finally, dapat jgk tgk teater ngan hubby. I've been asking him for so many times nak gi tgk teater tapi he said he is bz. at last dpt jgk and he said surprised for my birthday.. hehe.. thanks so much.. i really enjoyed the show.. n if boleh nak tgk lagi sekali.. thanx yang.. =)

myself

hello everyone..

my 2nd post after creating a blog for myself. my name is Noor Aziatulshima Binti Jalil and you can call me Shima for short. I was born on 3rd November 1983 in Johor Bahru. I have 2 elder sis whom i called Along and Yan. My 2 younger brothers yang sometimes sssooo.. annoying, whom i called Farid and Bob. I live in JB for almost 6 years b4 my dad got transfered to PJ. Then, i had my education in Tadika Pertiwi in KJ and proceed to Assunta Primary then Secondary school in PJ as well. Until i was form 5. Habis SPM, tough decisions to make ie; where to pursue my tertiery education n to do what course that is in my interest.

Pusing2 i decided on 1 thing. ACCOUNTING. tapi blum decide nak sambung kat mane. that time i also dah kenal Muhamad Faiz Marican Bin Mubarak, my beloved hubby. So same2 decided to go to KYPM @ Cheras tapi then his dad tak kasi plak. so i kat sane sorang2 la. he further his studies in UiTM. That time..sket2 nak nangis.. tapi we take it as a challenge. n now i think i know why we did not go to the same college. there must be a reason, why it did not turn out to be what we have planned.

From there.. life goes on..