sakit perut sakit perut sakit perut sakit perut sakit perut sakit perut.. the time of the month. tis month it is 5 days earlier. well, yesterday asked my colleague, is it bcoz of stress our period will be faster b4 due date. she said no la. usually it is later. but wat ever it is as long as we got our period for the month. coz that is important. malam ni blum makan menstrual lagi. if nanti tak tahan sangat i will reconsider bout it. semalam lagi la. tido pun tak nyenyak. sekejap kanan kejap kiri, kejap telangkup. last2 last2 tido jgk la. dlm 630 i bangun to work.
office issues.. my colleagues already moved to their respective cubicles. mine will be next week as i requested for another one week so that i can finish printing and processing the billings. new people already moved in to my going to be ex-place. hhmm.. new cubicle will be next to cabinet. ppl say apala..shima. die nak ckp ngan cabinet kot. tapi for me skang. lebih baik and much more better. i went home pretty early this week. malas nak stay. even my superior pun ckp. skang ni he tak kesa if u all nak balik awal. previously we all stay sbb nak clear kan keje, pastu bile banyak benda dh tip top ppl [remember the kipas-kipas ladies] nak dummed keje lain kat we all plak. so biar we all buat keje pastu biar siap last minute so we takyah nak wat keje orang lain.
yesterday--> hubby's 1st day reporting at new ofis. wow! what a great feeling for him. wished him all the best and successness in his career. in the meantime, i ni stil tgh nak stable kan my career in line with my studies. i left like 4 papers lagi. insya-Allah. after my training yesterday, hubby fetched me from sentral. then balik gi teman die beli baju batik. he looked so different. he even laughed at himself. so different. YB style. hehehe.. cute! love him. then we went to dine at kfc. kenyang tau. yummy! yummy!.. jgn jeles. thanx yang.
my house kan.. banyak benda la. i malas nak citer. mum + dad + $$ la.. pening kepala aku ni. hoping that they are fine, sihat for my wedding ceremony nanti. insya-Allah!
: MY MARRIAGE :
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
glad weekend
i was so relieved that it is weekend. well last week was a very horrifying, horror, full of emotion breakdowns, some happiness, cruelness and lemme see wat other else..well a lot of things.
first and foremost congratulations to dear hubby as he already been accepted by a company and he'll be starting his job by next week. i'm really happy and glad for him. after the criedness and downness.. finally. alhamdulillah. n that's wat he said to me previoulsy, a wedding gift from God.
back to the most hated part that is my job. i'm blessed with alhamdulillah quite attractive salary but the office shits politics that are so damn stupid. you know la. at my ofis got these 3 ladies yang so damn GK and suke bodek and kipas boss, well lemme cut this short, in order for them to climb up the stairs ie; to get acknowledgement, name, title, they are willing to stabback their staff and make them suffer. well, suke hati ko. happy sgt ke life ko wat orang cam tu. but when i realize rite, these 3 ladies faced the same thing in their personal life and maybe they want to have victory in working life. well, go sucks with working life as for me the most important thing is myself, my husband, my kids and my family. feeling satisfied meaning to see this people happy. damn to those 3 ladies that actually felt tlonely in their personal life. too bad! sorry for them. so, i now juz motivate myself, ape2 la. at the same time, i am already starting looking for another job. insya-Allah, so i have to be strong and no emotional breakdown in this current office. feels so ignorant. so, me n colleagues have decided to boikot these 3 ladies, especially this nee going to be manager la. nak tgk whether can she managed or not. and i bet so no. i think she is scared to take the portfolios, and that's y she alwayz say i ni checker je, check, advise, well, to me orang lain boleh buat. juz bcoz u r old, don think i will respect u at all times. puh-leaze...fucked off lah u people. maybe not now, but i'm pretty sure u r going to get it sooner or later. what comes around goes around. don't forget.
well, back to my happily journey towards marriage. today, i n hubby will go n see the mak andam to measure our body for the baju kawin. well, new experience for me. yaay! today i woke up pretty early. had my subuh prayer, cut my fingernails, n now kemas2 baju. semalam i was like damn sleepy that i slept for like 3hours. last nite i tido quite early. maybe that's y i can wake up early today. well, hubby had packed most of his stuff from offis. he is shifting back to home. while working permanently, he will continue with his side business as usual. good luck to you yang! honey will pray for ur success.
first and foremost congratulations to dear hubby as he already been accepted by a company and he'll be starting his job by next week. i'm really happy and glad for him. after the criedness and downness.. finally. alhamdulillah. n that's wat he said to me previoulsy, a wedding gift from God.
back to the most hated part that is my job. i'm blessed with alhamdulillah quite attractive salary but the office shits politics that are so damn stupid. you know la. at my ofis got these 3 ladies yang so damn GK and suke bodek and kipas boss, well lemme cut this short, in order for them to climb up the stairs ie; to get acknowledgement, name, title, they are willing to stabback their staff and make them suffer. well, suke hati ko. happy sgt ke life ko wat orang cam tu. but when i realize rite, these 3 ladies faced the same thing in their personal life and maybe they want to have victory in working life. well, go sucks with working life as for me the most important thing is myself, my husband, my kids and my family. feeling satisfied meaning to see this people happy. damn to those 3 ladies that actually felt tlonely in their personal life. too bad! sorry for them. so, i now juz motivate myself, ape2 la. at the same time, i am already starting looking for another job. insya-Allah, so i have to be strong and no emotional breakdown in this current office. feels so ignorant. so, me n colleagues have decided to boikot these 3 ladies, especially this nee going to be manager la. nak tgk whether can she managed or not. and i bet so no. i think she is scared to take the portfolios, and that's y she alwayz say i ni checker je, check, advise, well, to me orang lain boleh buat. juz bcoz u r old, don think i will respect u at all times. puh-leaze...fucked off lah u people. maybe not now, but i'm pretty sure u r going to get it sooner or later. what comes around goes around. don't forget.
well, back to my happily journey towards marriage. today, i n hubby will go n see the mak andam to measure our body for the baju kawin. well, new experience for me. yaay! today i woke up pretty early. had my subuh prayer, cut my fingernails, n now kemas2 baju. semalam i was like damn sleepy that i slept for like 3hours. last nite i tido quite early. maybe that's y i can wake up early today. well, hubby had packed most of his stuff from offis. he is shifting back to home. while working permanently, he will continue with his side business as usual. good luck to you yang! honey will pray for ur success.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
music gadgets
hhmm..hhmm..hurrmm.. i wanted to add the music gadget to my blog but i dont seem to find which is suitable. well, talking bout previous post, i cant recall the hard times yesterday bout reporting bout illness of my car to dad. anyway, bcoz i was soo geram and also courage from dearest dear, i managed to spill it out. but earlier than that i cried. well, today i mean currently i felt so sleepy. twice yesterday n today i felt a situation of difficulties in breathing. y ar? am i too stress i am not feeling well or is it the weather is pretty cold that i cant handle the cold. syian i. hubby dh worried bout me. well, wishing for a better day ahead.
anywaysss... on top of that i was pretty happy earlier. i had 2 keping bulat lempeng kelapa. yummy yummy...cicah susu. kenyang! thanx to hubby's mother. =)
anywaysss... on top of that i was pretty happy earlier. i had 2 keping bulat lempeng kelapa. yummy yummy...cicah susu. kenyang! thanx to hubby's mother. =)
raining on monday afternoon
it was raining heavily on monday afternoon which doesnt allow me to go luncheon outside. i was lucky enuff i guess as i did not went out for lunch with mus at klcc coz i'll be wondering how am i will go back to ofis if it is a heavy rain downpour. well.. lots of things happened thru out the weekend. but i dont have the time to write it out now. most prob later at nite after i balik from ofis. i am damn full now. makan banyak skali. i tapau je from food court and ate at the back with few colleagues and of course they are asking a lot of my wedding preparation. well, banyak benda lagi nak kena tgk ni. hopefully boleh settle dlm masa brape bulan ni. i ni pening lagi la pasal hubby's job finding. mudah-mudahan murah rezeki.
Friday, April 3, 2009
tgif
yoohoo! it's already friday today. n i'm on lunch break. that means i am so near or nearby to weekend. yaay! after a long week of working hours tis wk which i felt la. the sc already came to visit. hopefully it is over already. but juz now june said, they may came back after lunch to ask questions randomly. hoping n praying for the best. well, i am so full. wat a habit. when i am too hungry i'll be damn hungry like last nite. but when i am damn full, i am so damn full that i feel like vomitting in order to finish my food. well, truk kan habit i ni. i ate one full plate or rice with lauk ayam kurma. i took 3 slices of potatoes and also chicken's thigh. well, if u see the size of chicken and potatoes i am sure i can't finish it but totally wrong.. erggg...the buzzer sound for answering wrongly. i ate them all. i mean not la including the tulangs ayam. that's y now i am damn full. fuuhh! apa apa pun alhamdulillah.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
pizza
kenyang! my dept had pizza for lunch. i'm full. it is bcoz we haf lots n tonnes of work to be done b4 the visit by sc. aarrgghh! tension la me... btw, got to go now. will update later. chiow!
continuation from earlier post. i'm at home currently. after having a tough day today completing the task left by my colleague as she was warded in a hospital due to athmatic. pity her. i am a lucky one girl here coz alhamdulillah athmatic in me can be resolved through out my schooling days. i remembered last time, my dad used to take us to this house of traditional urut somewhere in cheras. the makcik used this kind of daun and when she puts on the spotted areas on our [me n kak yan] chest and back, it felt soo hot but she said it was good to make ur heart beats faster and even faster that you wil not get athma. well, so far so good. i remembered that when i discovered that i have difficulty in athma when i was in standard 4. that time i was wearing this orange fashion baju kurung with the sponges on shoulders [berlagak dh besar] playing outside my house. that time i can't remember what game i was playing but towards senja, when i got inside the house, i'm facing difficulty in breathing. i was like imagining suffocating. it's painful at that time. i can't speak clearly. those words i blurted out was like 'ma...ma..shi..ma..pe...nat..tak..cu...kup...na..fas' whooshh.. and that was the first time i was brought to this clinic called klinik amardev. i was given the pump where the cup and the hose was worn around my head and then i have to take a deep breath until there is no asap coming out from the hole of the mask. sakit masa nak tarik tu. i'm not sure how many times i went to buang asap. not juz in my previous house, but also when at my kampung. so that time, mum said i have to slow down my activities as in playing in sports, including my lompat getah and eat those cold fruits especially papaya. after when thru few medications and also growing older, alhamdulillah, it is lesser and lesser. i was lucky that i dont take any puff from inhaler coz i kno it is that bad when we use that. my sis does til like she enters tertiary levels. when i was in form 1, u kno la, we will have this sukantara. everyone must involved in those activities. i was scared to join coz athma la. but i juz try and so far takde pape. n that's y i took up the cheerleading squad in form 3. sampai skrang takde la semput2. juz bile i cried so sedih or it was sooo cold then i will kind of face a lil bit of breathing difficulties. thanks to my hubby for being so conccerning. he will warm me up when i'm cold coz he wouldn't want to see me cold n shivering.
mum juz passed by, asking me to take her to concorde hotel. she said she wanna to ask some questions. then i was like.. eh..i tot my wedding is at home. then she said ye la.. memang kat umah. but y she wants to go there? any secret issues? i will find out tomoro or maybe this weekend. so curiousity.
well, talking bout my wedding card. i have seen the inside. thanx to hubby for the sweet n beautiful design. i really like it. so like wonderful, peacefull, cantik and soothing. i am really loving it and liking it. i was like WOW! when he showed me the card. wow again and i'm speechless. he said stil amending here and there. the card is not final yet. will post it to the blog once it is ready to be printed. yaay! suka sangat. cantik la. i was smiling that i can even see my cheek bone. haha!
hubby is facing his hard times at the moment regarding his life. business, work, job. hmm.. i'm not in his shoes and wil not feel the same as wat he feels. but i wil try my best to understand and help his situation. i am soo worried and even a bit stressed with this kind of situation. keep on praying to God for job opportunities. mudah-mudahan murah rezeki. Amin. he cried several times today. i am not by his side to wipe his tears and yet i do feel his sadness and i do feel sad bout it. y was it quite difficult for him to land on a job. he has tried all ways n all means. is that any methods left that was not used? btw, juz telling him keep on continuing applying and praying at the same time. will try my best at my side to land him in a secured job. insya-Allah.
back to my ofis, well bout my colleague. she's not feeling well that she was admitted and we need to settle the job for tomorrow's visit. alhamdulillah semua siap. the checklist, the interest payment list and also house keeping. well, everything is in order. went home ard 8pm today. wat i wasn't really agreed to was that, my superior said he has been watching this girl and she seems to cant cope with stress that leads her to athma and fever. so he was thinking to swap my work with hers. i wasn't agreed coz i was thinking like, in order to handle other people's stress, u have to make other people into stress as well. well, i was like wat cleaning up shits at my ofis and when i can breathe in wat i amdoing currently, i am being dummed again into a whole mud full of shit. it's like uurrgghh..i told my superior but he said that u have the qualification, y cant u swap the job with the less using brains to the ones using more thinking ability. well, it is not really a big deal but i dont like the management of my ofis. it is sucks okay. been transferring people's job and position here and everywhere without actually thinking that where can i improve myself. for example i was doing half way A, then swap doing B so at last, both A & B abandoned. dunno la. i really have to think positive now coz i shud be thankful coz i have a job to actually give me my pocket money. waiting for my bonus this year. maybe it is prorated. but who cares. as long i got some from the efforts i have been throwing out at my ofis. i think i became skinnier now even my sis told me that. is it i am stressed with the wedding preparation? well, everybody is facing that. but i feel more relax now as the big chunk already being solved. now i'm looking into the loan taking. i have decided to take up the lowest repayment method. hopefully, the balance can be used for emergencies.
wahh..wat a long post i got here. april has open its curtain. left me with 4 more months to my big day. i am nervous and nervous. and of course i am happy! well, i'm getting sleepier already. off to bed soon. need to prepare myself for tomoro. nite! nite!
continuation from earlier post. i'm at home currently. after having a tough day today completing the task left by my colleague as she was warded in a hospital due to athmatic. pity her. i am a lucky one girl here coz alhamdulillah athmatic in me can be resolved through out my schooling days. i remembered last time, my dad used to take us to this house of traditional urut somewhere in cheras. the makcik used this kind of daun and when she puts on the spotted areas on our [me n kak yan] chest and back, it felt soo hot but she said it was good to make ur heart beats faster and even faster that you wil not get athma. well, so far so good. i remembered that when i discovered that i have difficulty in athma when i was in standard 4. that time i was wearing this orange fashion baju kurung with the sponges on shoulders [berlagak dh besar] playing outside my house. that time i can't remember what game i was playing but towards senja, when i got inside the house, i'm facing difficulty in breathing. i was like imagining suffocating. it's painful at that time. i can't speak clearly. those words i blurted out was like 'ma...ma..shi..ma..pe...nat..tak..cu...kup...na..fas' whooshh.. and that was the first time i was brought to this clinic called klinik amardev. i was given the pump where the cup and the hose was worn around my head and then i have to take a deep breath until there is no asap coming out from the hole of the mask. sakit masa nak tarik tu. i'm not sure how many times i went to buang asap. not juz in my previous house, but also when at my kampung. so that time, mum said i have to slow down my activities as in playing in sports, including my lompat getah and eat those cold fruits especially papaya. after when thru few medications and also growing older, alhamdulillah, it is lesser and lesser. i was lucky that i dont take any puff from inhaler coz i kno it is that bad when we use that. my sis does til like she enters tertiary levels. when i was in form 1, u kno la, we will have this sukantara. everyone must involved in those activities. i was scared to join coz athma la. but i juz try and so far takde pape. n that's y i took up the cheerleading squad in form 3. sampai skrang takde la semput2. juz bile i cried so sedih or it was sooo cold then i will kind of face a lil bit of breathing difficulties. thanks to my hubby for being so conccerning. he will warm me up when i'm cold coz he wouldn't want to see me cold n shivering.
mum juz passed by, asking me to take her to concorde hotel. she said she wanna to ask some questions. then i was like.. eh..i tot my wedding is at home. then she said ye la.. memang kat umah. but y she wants to go there? any secret issues? i will find out tomoro or maybe this weekend. so curiousity.
well, talking bout my wedding card. i have seen the inside. thanx to hubby for the sweet n beautiful design. i really like it. so like wonderful, peacefull, cantik and soothing. i am really loving it and liking it. i was like WOW! when he showed me the card. wow again and i'm speechless. he said stil amending here and there. the card is not final yet. will post it to the blog once it is ready to be printed. yaay! suka sangat. cantik la. i was smiling that i can even see my cheek bone. haha!
hubby is facing his hard times at the moment regarding his life. business, work, job. hmm.. i'm not in his shoes and wil not feel the same as wat he feels. but i wil try my best to understand and help his situation. i am soo worried and even a bit stressed with this kind of situation. keep on praying to God for job opportunities. mudah-mudahan murah rezeki. Amin. he cried several times today. i am not by his side to wipe his tears and yet i do feel his sadness and i do feel sad bout it. y was it quite difficult for him to land on a job. he has tried all ways n all means. is that any methods left that was not used? btw, juz telling him keep on continuing applying and praying at the same time. will try my best at my side to land him in a secured job. insya-Allah.
back to my ofis, well bout my colleague. she's not feeling well that she was admitted and we need to settle the job for tomorrow's visit. alhamdulillah semua siap. the checklist, the interest payment list and also house keeping. well, everything is in order. went home ard 8pm today. wat i wasn't really agreed to was that, my superior said he has been watching this girl and she seems to cant cope with stress that leads her to athma and fever. so he was thinking to swap my work with hers. i wasn't agreed coz i was thinking like, in order to handle other people's stress, u have to make other people into stress as well. well, i was like wat cleaning up shits at my ofis and when i can breathe in wat i amdoing currently, i am being dummed again into a whole mud full of shit. it's like uurrgghh..i told my superior but he said that u have the qualification, y cant u swap the job with the less using brains to the ones using more thinking ability. well, it is not really a big deal but i dont like the management of my ofis. it is sucks okay. been transferring people's job and position here and everywhere without actually thinking that where can i improve myself. for example i was doing half way A, then swap doing B so at last, both A & B abandoned. dunno la. i really have to think positive now coz i shud be thankful coz i have a job to actually give me my pocket money. waiting for my bonus this year. maybe it is prorated. but who cares. as long i got some from the efforts i have been throwing out at my ofis. i think i became skinnier now even my sis told me that. is it i am stressed with the wedding preparation? well, everybody is facing that. but i feel more relax now as the big chunk already being solved. now i'm looking into the loan taking. i have decided to take up the lowest repayment method. hopefully, the balance can be used for emergencies.
wahh..wat a long post i got here. april has open its curtain. left me with 4 more months to my big day. i am nervous and nervous. and of course i am happy! well, i'm getting sleepier already. off to bed soon. need to prepare myself for tomoro. nite! nite!
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