fireworks in heart

the day has almost arrived

today is 070809. wow canteknye date. basically today got not much to do la. nak kemas2 umah. mum dh bising suruh i duk diam2. pok pek pok pek je. pengantin ni bising je. haha.. sorry i nervous la. ni pun belum mandi lagi. insya-Allah wishing semuanye berjalan dengan lancar. actually i got not much to say coz i feel a lot of things. i cant describe. but i feel more tenang today. guess so the marriage itself gives a lot n huge meaning in anyone's life. marriage means changing to become a better person. whusshh! dam dam dim dum. la la la la.

tomoro's acara.
mula2 tuka baju dulu, pastu rest then get ready for nikah. then berinai. next day bersanding. well haa bnyknye event. pening kepala gue. hehehe..

yang-> if u ever read this, gud luck and all the best. honey loves u so much. cant wait to built my life with you. miss you lots. =)

leave counting

i am starting my leave today til 19/8. for marriage. wow! a year has almost here as this time around last year i was bz preparing for engaging. now married. phew! i am so nervous. i can't describe the feelings i had at the moment. tadi siang dh setel kan barang2 hantaran. alhamdulillah basically settle. dh bagi to my sis. she will start doing the gubahan for the hantaran. yesterday nite parent-in-law going to be came over to discus the last minute agenda on our kenduri. n many stories being shared while they were around. i seperti biase tak tentu arah. last2 duk blakang kaca duk kat tangga. pastu mum ade ckp psl i ni suke melawan. 1 kite ckp 10 die jwb. aduih! kene sepak lak kejap. malu i k. bnyknye lagi i duk ulang alik gi dapur. uisshh i dh ngantuk ni. esok bnyk programe lagi. i nk kena rest ni. bangun awal tido awal. that's great. tadi dh confirm ngan khemah. they wil pasang tomoro that means thursday la. =)

~ saat-saat akhir sebelum bergelar seorang isteri ~

wedding card

~my precious and sweet design of wedding card. combination of both of our hearts.~

the week before my big day

only God knows how i feel now. oh gosh! basically excited n nervous. last nite my family had a small gathering to have a small kenduri tahlil for semua arwah n muslimin muslimat. then time for discussion for my wedding arrangement. basically the schedule of duty to be distributed. and some things to be arranged. on my part i got few things to ask mak andam. n pakcik husin as well. i already got it down on my list in the wedding book.

today at ofis, the ladies of my ofis been talking of the first nite and wow! i suddenly rasa takut. haha.. yang nak gigit u. yang.. suddenly that day i rasa cam malu gile nk jumpe u. ntah pape la i ni.

yang.. sekarang ni mmg cpt gile nak rasa tension on this preparation la. why ar? aduihh.. sumer orang saje je nak cari pasal. dr dad to mum to sis to bro. mmg betul orang ckp. time lagi dekat nak kawin ni stressed die gile babs. ok. *uuppss* sebbaik tak ckp full. btw further more. org nk mintak tlg tu pun takleh. susah la cam ni. aduishh.. i lagi bnyk benda nak pk. ye la pastu baru skrang teringat time sis kawin dulu mmg camni la agaknye ye. kelam kabut. semua benda nak pk. i juz wish that the ceremony berjalan ngan lancar and selamat. yang penting tu akad nikah tu la. documents must be ready in hand so it will be easier on that nite.

welcome august

well.. august month is here. today is 1st august. oh gosh.. next saturday is my big event in my life. sooo nervous. i have no specific words to say. just wishing that the ceremony berjalan dgn lancar + selamat. Aminn.