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hhmmm... typing without really knowing of wat to say. "tapi bukan aku" wat does that sentence means? listening to the song n reading the lyrics. sometimes juz wonder how people come out with such a great art like songs composing or lyrics writing. but for me, i guess i am more keen to know the exact meaning of those words written. it could be the experience that the writer had experienced, or maybe the imagination of the writer or maybe what the writer is hoping he/she will get. wonder where do they get the ideas. it could be great. if i can even write one. perhaps i could try someday. juz see how good am i at writing. well, now i'm not that used to reading english story books like before. dunno where does that interest goes to. now sometimes i wonder where does all my interest goes to. missing in action? MIA.. hahaha... talking bout my interest. so many things. guess one of the biggest barrier is $. when i'm short of $, i tend to think of not spending scared that towards end of the month, i dun have enuf to eat. with oil prices not static and those market prices keep increasing, $ need to be save. with planning of getting married in hand next year. so much $ to be spent. but with God's will, there's a way n it juz that we dont have to stop earning. oohh..cut the topic of $ or else i won't be finishing talking bout it. my interest? lots lots lots. i like reading. yeah! that's true but now wher does that interest goes to. last novel i read was like 4 months ago about a love story. guess it's time for me to re-visit the rent-a-book shop to rent those novels or any kind of books that is in my interest. secondly, i suke tgk tv. tapi now, wher does that interest go to? wishing that after work, get home, bath, dinner get on the bed n sleep. even though the nite is long til the next morning. when i woke up the next day, oohh ruginye i tido lelame semlm coz i don get to see the night passed by. it should be wonderful. yeah!.. this year is the 2nd year i'm working. sometimes stil wonder ape lagi yg i cari dlm life i ni? a lot of things. will update the list kat my blog so when i view it everyday, i know it is achievable. some people wil take some time away for themselves by going for holidays. i mmg have that plans in mind but i dunno when can i get the chance to go holidaying. maybe alone could be nice kot. depends ler. hhmm...going on. i like watching movies, going for bowling. tapi nak pegi ngan sape? maybe not allowed to go with frens. brothers with their own plans. tuition, lepaking with frens, movies with their frens. hhmmm... life still must go on no matter what. i'm getting sleepier. but this morning i woke up quite late. ard 7.30am haha n i enter the ofis at 9.30am. wah so late tapi i go home at 6pm. ting tong ting tong. nite!