i'm all alone

that's true. i'm now alone at home. i took my bfast already. juz wondering what should i have for lunch later. tapau or cook something at home. but what should i cook? i still have to go out n buy some onions coz my stocks finished already. mmm..maybe i nak pegi jalan2 kot. tgk la nnt camne eh. ni pun i blum mandi. hehe..

baby->mummy syg baby so much. ni busyuk mummy kan. nnt bile baby dh kuar bnyk bende mummy nk share. even now pun mummy dh cite kat baby kan. it is juz d secret between both of us. no one else can know rite? hehe ;) sumtimes when i talked with baby in tummy i feel so syok. cam die tgh dgr everything yg i ckp kat die. die like understand ape yg i tgh communicate dgn die. yesterday i told my husband that i always feel like i want to know what is my baby up to in my tummy. tgh watpe. how will die react lps i mkn. how die looks like bile tido n kalo tak tido die tgh main ape. hehe.. so many things for me to find out tapi i tau tu sume i takleh nak control. bile pk kan rasa cam so miracle dgn God's creation ni. takleh nk pk abes. mesti stuck sumwhere. another thing rite, my mood during pregnancy mmg cam yo-yo. at times i am so happy and at times i feel so sad. i feel happy sbb i dh kawin ngan orang yg i nk sgt kawin dr dulu n now i'm having his baby in my tummy. our baby. bile i sad, i rasa cam takde sape sayang i ni. even my husband. sometimes rasa cam husband i patut kawin ngan orang yang die btul2 sayang (i mean his true love) truk kan emotion i ni. sometimes rasa bile duduk sengsorang cam best. takyah nk communicate ngan sape2. tapi kan tak elok nk emo2 terlebey ni. mengarut.

27.2.10
yesterday had a morning emo smp nangis menitik air mata. dad ajak gi melaka. ade very close fren. pastu i jammed sbb husband nak gi air terjun ngan kengkawan die. so last2 i decide i ikut my dad. husband gi ngan frens die. tapi last2 tak jadi sbb postpone to sunday. meaning i can go with him to melaka. but we decided to go with separate cars instead of one with dad coz he plans to take me round2 melaka town having cendol. finally off we go but my camera is not charged so we are only relying on our camera phone. takpela. at least got smething rather than nothing. about 2 hours la journey then we reached there. it was a very hot day. i think hotter than kl. so tekak dah ade rasa tak syok sket. so kene minum banyak plain water ni. pastu after kenduri we gi makan cendl kat jonker walk. fuhh..sedap ok. mmg lain la rasa die compared to our place. pastu round2 lagi singgah toilet, pastu makan lagi nasi putih+ikan masak asam pedas before we naik boat tour for the day b4 truskan our journey. happy sgt and view sgt cantik. nnt baby dh kuar kite gi skali lagi ok. i was a lil bit tired that i slept ard 30 min in the car until we reached seremban r&r. mkn nasi goreng. then truskan journey balik umah. smp umah ard 12 nite. terdozed off kejap kat sofa. ngantuk+letih. smp snoring. haha.. tapi my heart felt so happy. terjaga then cleaned up. tgk husband tak tido lagi. siap kunci2 pintu lagi. bile die tgh kunci pintu i tak suke la. wondering ape la die buat smp nk lock2 pintu. bukannye ade budak kecik nak kaco die. cam soooo damn secretive. menyampah. malas nk layan.ape2 la. suka ati ko. cleaned up then tido.

well..well.. dh kul 12 noon ni. nk mandi la. then nak ready for lunch. i'm okay already. i'll take watever comes. key to it ~sabar~ and smile a lot. cherios!!

eating biscuits

huhu..skrang tgh mkn biskut sultana. one of hubby's fav. die biskut campur kismis. ade masam2 sket but the biskut tawar sket. hubby ckp kene cicah air tapi takpe ni pun dah sedap. hehe..

maulidur rasul

today is a public holiday for whole country in conjunction with maulidur rasul. maulidur rasul, some org ckp birthday nabi muhammad. for me i rasa hari nabi muhammad dilahirkan or diputerakan. ingat lagi lagu masa sekolah agama dulu 12 rabi'ulawal tahun gajah. wondering when exactly the tahun gajah time. before century la kan. berjuta2 tahun dahulu okay. whoosshh lamenye.

btw semlm i dh visit my sis kat hospital tapi tak sempat tgk baby die. baby die alhamdulillah bole breathe ngan normal. juz masa nk feeding die takleh nk suck. kene gune tiub. ape2 pun i doakan semoga kedua-duanye selamat and sihat. aminn. btw, husband's niece also not feeling well, die kene chicken pox. hopefully she is getting better as well.

we baru balik from lunch kat faber. kenyang. banyak gak lauk yg i amik tapi tak habis. hehe.. tinggal lauk je la. nasi habis. skang husband tgh tido tggu time nk pegi semayang jumaat.

end of working day for february 2010

well people february is going to over soon. today like 25th. no more working days. tomoro is a public holiday. so meaning when i come back to work next week it will be 1st of march already. huahuahua..kejap je rasa 2 bulan of this year dah abes. so ade lagi 9 bulan b4 kite masuk ke tahun baru kan... ckp psl kejap tak kejap.. tinggal brape bulan je lagi i nak deliver. isshh... nervous nye i rasa. macam2 feelings i ade k. skrang i dh masuk 5 months. hmm..hhmm.. so i bnykkan berdoa for baby now n masa nk deliver nnt. insya-Allah.

now i tgh tggu husband i balik from ofis. i wanted to go n visit my sis. die baru deliver this morning. ingat die nk balik awal. tapi last2 minit ade keje kene wat. y ari ni baru i tau nk kene tunggu barang. or else maybe i pegi je dulu hospital tgk my sis. hhmm... takpela.. kate time visit finishes at 9pm n now dh 7pm. hopefully he sempat to deliver his work on time.

owwh..i nak update pasal baby busyuk i ni. die skang dh pandai tau. bole grak2. active. tolak mummy die ngan kaki, gerak kan tangan. n that day nye scan alhamdulilah semuanye ok. i tgk muke husband i die cam soooo excited n teruja ok. lagi satu i dh ajar die few songs;

1. twinkies
2. baa baa black sheep
3. bintang seni
4. barney's i love u (the most annoying purple dinosaur-like wat hubby said-ade ke patut)
5. n nw ade time hubby bacakan buku tafsir untuk me + baby skali b4 sleep. ade time i smp tertido. hehehe... thanx a lot dear. suke nk manjakan i.

valentine's day

the previous nine valentine's day i celebrated with my then boyfriend. now he is my husband. i sayang die sgt. kengkadang bile terpk tak sangka yang we dh kawin n going to have our baby soon. masa couple kite slalu ckp nnt bile kite dh kawin, bile kite ade anak. hehe.. n all of that it comes true after going thru many things together. kengkadang ade jgk i rasa betul ke hubby i ni nak kawin ngan i. betul ke? sincerely ke? pastu bile i tanye die jawab betul la. =) ape2 pun i bersyukur and thanx God for everything Dia dah bagi kat i. n here i am wishing also that my busyuk baby ni sihat dlm tummy i. love my baby so much..

holidays's over

woohoo.. going back home soon. waiting for dearest hubby to finish his design b4 fetching me to balik. the both of us now dh mcm tak brape feeling well. flu. weather pun pretty hot. imagine 34.5 celcius. and it is predicted to be til end of march. soo.. i ni kena la jaga my health sbb ade baby busyuk dlm tummy. nnt syian die kalo mummy die tak sihat. so i kene la minum banyak air kosong. kan.. kann..kann..

now i'm at mum's house. sis n her family already home as well. and umah i tgh bnyk habuk la. tak tertahan hidung ku. ni pun abah nak alih ape lagi ntah. yang hari tu punggah pun tak siap lagi. ni lagi la. our house is not so big. so bile alih2 barang rasa macam tersangat sempit nk breathe. cam takde fresh air ok. tapi ye la nk ckp bnyk ni umah dad. suke hati die la. i skang mmg tak larat nak alih2 barang nak tgk2 barang i. ini pun barang i dh bnyk pi mane ntah. nak bawak gi umah sendri tak tau nak susun mane kan. nnt la bile rs diri dh okay sket boleh la tgk2 barang i n buang yang mana tak nak. skang ni sorry.

hehehe..okaylah.. i nak dinner. tadi baru minum anmum. kenyang lagi. chiow!

happy cny

well.. it is a long weekend as it is conjunction to cny celebration. n the bulan of buah limau yang bau nye sgt harum *tapi awas jgn mkn bnyk sgt, either sakit perut or batuk. i am now at my in-law's hse. already had lunch. sambal goreng+sayur mmg sedap. saya sgt suke. kenyang. obimin pun dh makan. hubby gi makan nasi daun pisang ngan kengkawan die. woosshh bile terbayang nasi daun pisang tu i wonder mesti portion die bnyk kan. nasi lauk ayam n d curry. i confirm tak abes. tapi die skang dh balek ni ade kt seblh i. tgh baring. soooo manja. sayang die sgt. hehe..

today bnyk event is happening.
1. dad ade family day kat pd
2. dad in law ade kenduri malam ni
3. baby kene check up arini.. jeng jeng jeng mesti baby nervous
4. my sis nk balik msia
5. my sis lagi sorang tgh tggu nak beranak ni

isshh..issh..semalam borak ngan mak. die cam kelam kabut. risau ade hapy ade. pastu i pun remind die jgn kelam kabut sgt nnt terpele'ot cam dlu kat mbsa. trus abah belanja gi europe tour. haha =) tapi mum ckp time tu die takde experience lagi. ehchewah.. kemain lagi ibu ni ye..

bloggy bloggy know what sejak dh pregnant. i happy sgt. bukan la sebelum ni tak hapy tapi bertambah happy. alhamdulillah.. skang ni appetite dh okay sket. tapi stil kene jaga takleh nnt syian baby dlm tummy. i skang pun hari2 ckp ngan baby. die dh besar busyuk mummy n daddy. n now berat i dh 50.7kg. mcm tak percaya dh bertambah berat badan aku. tapi yela i kena la maintain so tak obese during pregnancy. n to eat healthy food. i did somemore surveying on baby's product. cute sgt barang2 die. hehe. duit pun kene kumpul. nnt dh 6/7 bulan nk beli sket la yang mane important k.

okla think so that's all for now. sofea is here =)

baby's stuff

i am wondering around on the web browsing the pages for babies.. wow so many things. and i am so like excited looking at those things. tapi ye la. takde nk beli skang. sekadar tengok2 n survey je kan. hehe..

currently looking at babyjaya...

hari wilayah today~last weekend shopping

yoohoo!! hari ni adalah hari wilayah. so i cuti. hubby kene keje arini. last weekend i n hubby went shopping2 n jalan2. bukan ape. the last few days i nye mood swing cam teruk sket la. hubby ckp pun i ni ckp bukan2. isshh.. apa la i ni. maybe i stress kot. so smp weekend we decided to go to jusco. hubby bought himself few things. for workings and casual. i tell u dari dulu time couple smp dh kawin ni kan.. his touch in choosing things for himself like clothes, shoes, pants semuanye cantik2 ok. mcm whatever he choose nmpk so elegant n yet jgn terkejut kalo price die tu murah je ok. he said yang penting comfortableness and how u gayakan the things u bought to make it look elegant and cool on the wearer. tapi mmg tak dinafikan die punye fashion mmg ade clas. kengkadang kalo die dh malas pun die stil nmpk macho. tu la hubby saya kan. hehe..

so myself.. i bought 3 dresses for maternity. cantik ok. nak pkai pegi keje bole. nak pegi wedding bole, nak pegi jalan2 bole. and i bought 2 pairs of shoes. and amazingly tak lps budget. withink my budget and not more than rm150. okaylah tu.. =)

cite bab makan weekend lps ni alamak... banyak tul i makan. cereals, nasi lauk ikan, satay, nasi impit, lasagne, nasi goreng cina, nasi lemak, nasi lauk sambal goreng *yummy*, lai chee kang..wow! first time i rasa n i really like it.. *double yummy yummy* pastu makan seafood kat port klang malam tadi. i makan udang butter, ketam bercili... *yummy yummy* lagi ok.. baby mesti suke. hehehehe...

talking bout baby.. i baru memasukkan ticker kat dlm blog i ni. roughly dalam 150 days lagi. woohoo!!.. sangat sangat sangat nervous okay i. skrang ni i dh start makan obimin. acid folic dh habis. so doctor suggest makan obimin. alhamdulillah my appetite okay than before. berat badan dh tambah sket. hhmm ape lagi nak update.. haa next check-up will be this month. dlm middle of the month. praying to God baby besar dgn sihat and cukup sifat. Amin.

1st february

holla. eventhough it is already in the month of february, but we are stil in the year of 2010. syian blog i ni. dh lame tak mengupdate kan stories of my life kan. and for the past years i tak pernah terlepas to post a BIG new year's year like d above. dh lambat sket tapi ape salahnye kan. hehe.

begininng of year 2010 gives a lot of changes to me. i am now married and pregnant, i've changed job, i got myself a vivalicious, n lots more. and insya-Allah praying that sumer yang happened akan mematangkan myself in terms of thinking and bringing up of myself.

new year's eve i thought of juz jalan2 tgk fireworks but hubby got ideas planned with frens to go karaoke. so i accompanied him along. i am really happy to look at him happy enjoying himself with frens. at first ingat malas ikut tapi takpela.. teman la hubby i yang chommel n syg tu.