Its Mucut's Journal
6.30am ur mummy wakes daddy's up last night was our simple yet special dinner to celebrate our 8th anniversary. We had Kenny Rogers @ Aeon Bukit Tinggi. Mummy told me there are signs that you are ready to be delivered today. Dalam mamai n tought of i can golek2x about another 5mins i straight away jump from my bed, drink a glass of water and now i need to fast foward - toilet- dress up-perform subuh prayer-recite Yasin - wake ur brother - he cried when mummy told him she need to go to hospital to deliver u today- ur sister as usual playing ur mummy's phone watching youtube-let wan know we're heading to hospital.
We arrived around 7.55 and all u and ur mummy's file is ready at receptionist. I leave ur mummy for a while to catch my breakfast nearby, so i go for roti tampal with coffee, pity my other half she's fasting today as its d requirement by the gynaecologist. while having breakfast i start writing ur journal...its only take about 10mins for me to finish my foods and now i'am with ur mummy at the ward waiting for her turn to get into the OT, at this time i feel nervous...knowing my love is going into labor, and wonder how do u look like later. In Sha Allah dipermudahkan semuanya oleh Yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang.
Now i am watching ur mummy reading the agreement on the bed before she put her signatory. Oh btw privacy does matter for your mummy & me since we both first met, so ur brother & sister we booked the same room, its 2 bedded but the whole room is ours. your mummy always told a joke that night after she delivered both ur brother & sister daddy will be the one who sleep and snores like no body business, as i am the one who delivered you in the morning.
Its 9.30am sharp ur mummy and me having our conversation about your existance, than we talk about life, creation, God and love...it went harmony untill the nurse come to check your heart beat. This is done by using a machine looks like a cash maching plugged with wire and ended with a book band with headphone at the end. the book band look like thing is the one they use to wrap ur mummy's tummy and the headphone is where the put on top of the tummy, when the machine is on, the sound is loud, it represents the sound of your heart beat in your mummy's womb. to be exact, you sounds like haunted locomotive in ghostbusters movie.
Your brother did call just now from wan's house asking your mummy "bila mummy nak beranak" he is 7 years old dont really able to understand to catch all the science of delivering a baby. You are small as compared to your other siblings when you are in your mummy womb, how we know that because it based on the weight tracked by the doctor everytime your mummy go for follow up check up. Its 9.45 your mummy still with the book band at her tummy, and she was sleepy and hungry or thirsty i bet, every 5 mins the nurse will take turn and take a look at the reading of your heart beat, take your mummy blood pressure...and all the nurse things.
I just take out a few items requested by the nurse and put in on the table, its your baby wipes, pampers and funny thing i take out one yet the nurse told me...a few more, so i wonder how come your just come out and you can do a lot of "business" later? as in you eat a lot inside there eh boy? hahaha let it be. Ur mummy shirt n kain batik, of course cause she can't wear jeans.
Its 9.50 your datuk has just call me asking me who else is there? has your mummy get into the OT? datuk told me he would be arrived here at the hospital shortly. The nurse has just took d first printed result from the machine, and while writing this they already takeout the book band from mummy's tummy. Your mummy just mention back to me what ever the nurse told us about foods, you must understand for mummy & zara food is important, food is big thing for them, never mess with the food or...
Mummy told me she recite ayatul-kursi not really sleeping, i told her to recite shalawat as well which i understand is among the powerful practise to make your heart n mind calm, hear n mind = soul. to make your soul calm. 10.15 I saw you move in mummy's tummy, i come i put my face close to mummy's tummy and i talk to u you to let u calm, you move closer towars my mouth untill i can feel mummy's tummy pushing my mouth, i told you relax, i will see you later. You being so busy in mummy's tummy, i observe mummy's tummy movement.
10.43...we both fall asleep, like 10mins and at this hours i woke up and look at your mummy sleeping. About 5mins later, nurse knock the door and told that the OT is all ready and its about time to take your mummy for the procedures. I stand smile, take a look at your mummy's face kiss her forehead and wish her semoga selamat semuanya, she smile and she kissed my hand for blessing and kiss my pipi too.
10.47 so here I am sitting and waiting....waiting alone. I prefer being like this. Just me, my tought and God. Once in a while the janitor passed by same goes to the staff at the OT. Semoga selamat kedua-duanya dan dipermudahkan segala urusan. In Sha Allah.
11.00 i went down to the car simpan purse mummy. Then down to mamak shop nearby, grab a neslo panas and 2 buds of cigarettes. U dont smoke when you grow up, its an act of the stupid one. never ok!
11.13 back at the OT waiting area. Waiting...
11.16 i heard a loud cry of a baby from the OT, I am preety sure it was you, I almost shed to tears right now. Knowing bertapa mudahNya Allah melancarkan segala urusan utk family kita. So loud untill I can feel ur energy while waiting here.
11.20 One of the nurse call me, as i guessed it was you! heyyy u look like abg la dik..! sebijik but a bit small. You give the comfort sounds when I recite azan at your ear. Alhamdullilah welcome to the world son, its our temporary station.
11.27 datuk call, uncle farid call I inform them u has safely arrived. Dr Rafi says hi to me and said " suami kan? ada .......bla bla "lekat" sikit nnt i explain to u". dannng! hey what was that??? I dont really hear what he mumbled all i can catch is "lekat"...trying to call myself i said deep down my heart as long as semuanya selamat.
12.00 the nurse passed me the uri. tokma n uncle farid went for bfast. later Dr. Rafi called me showing me d pic of whats inside ur mummy's tummy, rahim tu melekat pada dinding perut after 2nd pregnancy so its ur sister. Dr call me to discuss to insert the gel which will helps the membrane so it wont stick again. the only matters now is cost, when we up for this opt cost will increase up to 800-900. i dont really interested wit d topic because at the moment what most important both of u is selamat. So i decide to follow d Dr recommendation.
12.30 Dr Niraj, d one who incharge in welcoming u out from the OT. at tis time u alredi at bilik baby. I thanked him, after looking at him stretching his arms tired maybe. He replied with thanks n tell me about your mummy conditions. He do advise me not to worry too much but need to aware of the condition. So he did asked me did u give ur wife haruan? during the last pregnancy? i replied with yes. he reply with, ok stop that. You see haruan is damn rich with collagen so it fasten there scars recovery instead of bagi time rahim mengecut naturally and that caused it to get stick to the membrane wall inside ur mummy's tummy. look at that words "mummy" and "tummy" dekat2x kan?
12.55 your mummy arrived at the ward, with drip. She shaking a little and told me she feels cool. Uncle justin called me and asked me hows everything. by now all daddy's n mummy's friend congrats us using all medium of communication. The news spread like viral due to uncle farid posting on fb congrating us upon ur delivery. thats the power of technology son. I kiss mummy's forehead & congrats her. She shed into tears. Dont ask me why, I also dont know. All I know this is normal. My advise to u when u become a father and facing the same situation, just relax n never try to judge whats wrong with her crying. dont try to be a problem solver which try to ask do u feel pain? u feel touched? the best thing to do is let it be. cause the moment you start to investigate u'll pening.
1.06 Dr Jessi come to the room while ur mummy chatting with tokma. Uncle farid is here too sitting on d floor doing his work. Datuk just call me his car breakdown earlier in the morning the battery went flat. Dr jessi introduce herself half way cause maybe she happen to recall that we had met her few times for zafran n zara.
4.30 cut short daddy had lunch wit datuk & uncle farid, n now at rumah wan waiting for d rain to stop. I need to settle ur uri. managed to beli brg2x yg diperlukan ondway back td.
8.30 finally daddy only managed to gali lubang uri due to rain ur wan will continue the task. I arrived at umra around 5.30 with ur brother & sister, your mummy looks better now, siang td dia pucat sikit.
9.25 daddy at warung wak askan now for hot water. Sent datuk n tokma down with zafran zara. I need to takecare of mummy now so both of them will sleep at datuk house tonite. This is the first time. Is not easy for them especially zafran from the eyes the way he look at me from datuk's car can explain everything. I feel d same for ur brother & sister. Not too worries daddy know they are in a good hand.
9.40 I got 1 big secret which is...yes blum mandi lagi.
End of my 1 day journal.
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