last day of march

that means 4 months left b4 my wedding. oosshh! i juz went out from toilet. beri. sakit bontot. ahaks! hee.. gediksnye..okaylah. off now. hubby baru balik from workshop. waiting for his car. he said he nk clean up. nnt nak spend time with him. miss him sooo much!

daily life updates

well, here we are. going towards the middle of the week. i got some happy stories to share. including shocking and not so happy news. lets go the not so nice news to hear. hubby's car broken down which i think is quite dangerous. i wonder how he managed to handle his car. whooshh! i am sooo worried bout him. alhamdulillah die takde pape. bcoz hubby i takleh dicari dan diganti di mana-mana. money cant buy. i love him very much.
happy news--> we already came out with the concept our our card. yaay! i am really into it. from the design, the cutting and the selection of colors i really like it. i have seen the outside part not the inside. hubby yet to show me what he had done for the inside. hehehe...my line is "simple yet elegant" tak sabar nak tunggu the next progress. maybe this weekend.
semalam i n hubby dah gi jumpa mak andam. dah byr down payment. n i already chose my color. nak cite dulu ke nanti? nanti la yek. i will tell when i think is suitable. well, it is sooooo cantik i mean the design baju and the combination colors. hubby's baju pun cantik ok. terletak elok kat chest and his shoulder. handsome ok. wah! tak sabar nak update lagi pasal my wedding preparation. best! alhamdulillah! well, i am pretty happy bout it. 2 things dh jalan. lps ni mmg nak focus to photographer la plak. cari kompang. anyway already told dad that i nak khemah besar satu kat luar sbb nak letak pelamin. cantik la. sangat sangat happy ok. tolak tepi ongkosnya bu'. hehe.. hubby pun ckp baju yang i test tu cantik. nampak lain.
after that keta i pun dh siap. gi amik drove back then naik keta ngan hubby. i was asleep on his chest. best sgt rasanye. tadi i asked him what do he feels when i slept at his chest. he said he feels so PEACEFULL. =) i pun same. kalo boleh tak nak balik. nak sleep sampai pagi. tapi takpe i kena sabar coz lagi brape bulan je tinggal b4 i nk kawin ngan hubby.. skang ni the most important thing is i have to take care of myself, take care of hubby's love and everything. insya-Allah.

Earth Hour

support earth hour. i and my fiancee, both of us off our house lights for one hour. syiok eh! it felt cold and cool coz no heating from the lights. well, thanks to all those that support earth hour as well. may our beloved earth can be saved and healthy for our future next generation. i had snapped few pics from outside my house. nnt dh trf i upload eh.

semalam keta i rosak. start boleh tapi takleh nak lepas minyak. kalo lepas nanti keta mati. time tu nak balik from ofis la. hmm.. sooo damn tensed. wanted to cry tapi tak jadi. control control. pastu talked to hubby. he and his frens came to the rescue. thanks to my hero. i waited for him at the secret recipe. due to tensed i ordered hot choc+mushroom soup+bun and towards the end free warm water. hehehe.. it was soo cold as well coz it was raining since noon. at last my car was drove straight to malek's workshop at klang. he had inspected my car and he said the vacuum sensor has worn out. so, they are going to check out the item this monday as the kedai dah tutup as for today. tomoro will tutup. btw, today hubby had the 2nd interview with uob. insya-Allah everything's going well until the next interview with hr dept. then while waiting i went shopping at sogo. i bought a new pair of strappy heels. hubby said cantek.. heheh..thnx. ade sale tadi. btw, kasut i dh bnyk rosak. so that's y i beli kasut baru. tgh berpk pk how to buang my old shoes ni. sayang pun ade. siap dh basuh. tapi ye la. i takde tmpt yang proper nak simpan kasut. maybe, lepas dh kawin we will get a shoe rack to put our shoes.

tadi dh kemas umah, vacuum sket sket. banyak btul rambut i gugur. thanx yang. pastu pening pening sebab keta tak ckp kat dad lagi. at last settled. dad tak marah. cool je. i explain what i kno. hhmm..supported by dear faiz. tadi lps vacuum, i watched dvd senseless. eee geli and yucked. btw, movie in action. best best. miss hubby so much!

faiz..--> love u very much. can't wait to have u as my husband.

my wedding

check out the count-down timer. whoosshh! time is running out like what muse said. haha. i'm damn nervous man!

some photos during zuen's wedding

talking bout photos, i got some cute pics taken wif hubby but it was taken using my hp. haven't got the opportunity to transfer yet. nnt dh trf i upload. love it!

words

"despite of having him next to me, he is not next to me" on sunday or monday i came up with these words. i wasn't sure what's on my mind. but basically after wat we have discussed bout my dearest dear's status of working. btw, i met hubby on monday after work. then he accompanied me to pay my duit ku2. pastu we talked and talked bout his thinking of joining MFA. at first i was like tanak nanti u jauh..tapi bile pk kan, takpela..he has been suffering a lot especially on $$ issues that also involves his biznes. pening, kusut, sibuk and stressed through out my relationship with him. i know he has been thinking a lot bout the $$ stability in his life and eventhough he is dating with me, he seems not to show that prob on his face. how i admire him controlling his emotions. if it is being me, i will eventually cried. but as a partner, i should have been supporting him through all circumstances and be there for him. should let him feel eased being around me. so at least, i made him think of something different that makes him happy despite of having so many things running in his head. back to those words i said earlier, that's what i felt. yes i'm getting married. of course feeling happy n excited will be my no 1. i will get to spend the rest of my life with this guy that i truly love but when he has to decide the decision that he has to make, i have to obey and make some sacrification. for the good of our future lives. insya-Allah hubby, honey will take care of my pride and dignity while hubby has gone out working looking for $$. thanks a lot for wanting me to stay at home at my early age. taking care of the house n also take care of his children. =) love u darling. honey wishes u all the best!!

it's been pretty okay week for me in regards of work. as usual those stress and some misunderstood are there. as long as u r working. u will be facing the same issue. well, managed to handle it. it is juz that the traffic wa quite bad. guess so due to school children had started their school session back after a week of break.

i will be late to work today coz i'm going to the hospital with darling dear. he sent his bro to school earlier. he already got back. busyyukk ni.. nak shayang pipi die. so comell..

cool weekend for me

i went back on time last friday. sharp 5pm i signed out then balik umah. yoohoo! i followed parliament road instead of my usual way coz that way is so damn slow with all the jam. i reached home roughly around 6.30pm. wow! i'm early. so happy. cheeq was at home. farid says yan had to go sumwhere but when i called her she went for a hair-do at subang. talking bout hair-do i dunno y that this week almost everyday i was thinking of hair-do. style b4 marriage, after marriage. haha.. silly me. but of course, as a girl i will have those thoughts. i want to look good for my dearest dear. that nite after cleaning up, hubby fetched me. we went to his house visiting his granma and anti. his grandma looked so cheerful eventhough she is like what 75 years old ++. panjang umur die. wishing that my grandma pun panjang umur. i ate mee curry which i tot was not mee curry in the first place. hubby said coz it was cooked by mak long and it is more of malay curry. what ever it is. i enjoyed the meal. i was sooo damn full... hahaha.. but at a point i got the uncomfortableness feelings. my tummy is upsetting. dunno y. is it food or what. but on saturday morning i got the answer. that is the time of the month again. =) memang la sakit. i didn't realize it at first coz i was bz cleaning up my room. throwing all those unnecessary things and letters. whooshh! 2 plastic bags ok. hahaha.. my sis was like ehh..korang ni. tak kemas bilik. sepah je. hahaha.. but as usual a-tishoo-a-tishoo.. can't handle the habuks la. finally puas hati. then mandi2 get dressed coz hubby is going to fetch me. going out spending some time together. i dah start sakit perut. so after lunch took menstrual la. pastu okay kejap. sampai petang sakit balik. it was quite a sunny day. pretty hot. ohh...btw, earlier hubby went for an interview. he got an answer to it but he is stil reconsidering whether to accept the offer or not. the starting will be at rm1.4k. plus some commission if he can collect as many debts possible for the month. hhmm.. it is a good news so he can start working soon. tapi ye la. the time he said from 9am-8pm. weekend working. 3 saturdays in a month. hhmm..how ar? i cam lost la. i want the best for him n i want to spend time with him. thinking and thinking and reconsidering, takpela. sooner i am getting married to this guy that i want to be with the rest of my life. myabe some sacrifices need to be done for the happiness and good of our lives. coz i am seeing him thinking, kusuting bout $$ to be used as his capital for biznes. takpe yang. i am here to support u and pray for ur successness. insya-Allah.
yesterday, i went for a hair-do as well. coz i got a wedding invitation. my college fren. she's getting married to college fren as well. they coupled like i think 5 years la. since in kl. btw, happy for them. get to meet my other college frens. talking and getting to kno what they r up to. my bro followed me as well. snap snap some photos. later i'll upload. dunno whether bro has uploaded them into the pc or not. not bad la. my bro's shoot. he's learning and improving. hopefully he can be a freelance photographer and then earned some extra income for himself. went home ard 11pm. get cleaned then watch some football. MU lost again to FULLHAM. 2-0. hmm.. dunno what's wrong with them at the moment. was like eh..what's happening.? pressure ke. i was like telling bob maybe the opponent team has known to the strategies of MU and that's y they can defeat them. haha.. but of course as a coach to MU i'm sure he can have so many ideas and strategies to tackle the game. kesian hubby. kena kutuk habis by his frens.
today i ingat nak teman dad gi umah org kawin. tak jadi. sakit perut. dah makan panadol. i kalah la. hubby ckp nanti dah kawin die nk tolong kurangkan rasa sakit. nak masukkan sperm. hehehehe... malu la i. bole.. then we all kluar. teman hubby makan western kat jusco. pastu without plans, we went for a movie, guess what we've watched. DRAGONBALL. eh..eh.. produced by stephen chow. the funny guy. it was quite cool la. goku tu cute la. tapi rambut goku tak jadi sgt. sket sket. btw, i really enjoyed the movie. it was soo cold inside. hugged dearly love sebab sejuk. and i know die pun sejuk gak. syian die. sini meh nak kapuk. pastu balik tu singgah his hse kejap. played with his niece. besar dh budak tu. hehehe.. faiz ni suke menyakat orang. tapi juz now he lookesd so fatherly. ngan kain pelikat. how he wants to have his own kids to play with. what he told me, he'll be happy if he is in the room, with me, daughter/son and a pc, and a bed as well, played together, laughing. =) insya-Allah. hilang rasa penat ngan tension ye yang.
sekarang ni i kat umah, dh cleaned up. i already miss my fiancee. nak peluk u la yang. rindu.. boleh tak nak nyanyi lagu spoon. rinduuu...rindu serindu rindunya..aa..aa...a. hehehe part tu je la. hahaha..
uurrgghh..perut i gatal la. kena gigit ngan serangga. dah sabun dah sapu bedak merah. tapi stil gatal nak garu. hmm..takpela toksah garu. anyway, the day is almost over. alhamdulillah, masih boleh bernafas dalam dunia ciptaan Ilahi ini. syukur. semoga hari ini dan semalam memberikan pengajaran serta pedoman buat diri ini di hari esok. Aminnn.