moody

don't get me wrong. tadi kan i cakap i happy coz this week i keje 3 days saje. i moody coz last saturday la. hmm.. sometimes rasa cam yela... i yang kena faham ppl's situation. i ni takde sape nak faham. so sumtimes i pun rs nak be alone. sape2 yg rasa dah don't need me tu, blh la cari partner lain or do whatever yg die rasa syok nak buat. i ni kan selfish. slalu buat orang marah, tak pk pasal others, suke complicated kan situation, suke pk things tak habis pastu sumtimes kiddish. mengade2 la. hmm.. i pun dah bnyk change myself in order to get along with ppl. sumtimes i pun pk gak, i ni bnyk buat salah, so tak yah la kawan ngan i lagi....

you kno, in relationships n life, there shud be ups n downs. i rasa i ni pun have very high level of patience. my mum pun slalu cakap biarlah orang nak buat kat kita. kita jgn la buat kat diorang. when the time comes, they will get their pay back. tapi i learned from past, u cannot simpan semuanye dan pendam seorang diri coz nnt u sendiri yg suffer. what do ppl call that? hmm.. mood swing eh..hmm.. not sure la. it connects real close to emotions. so it's gud to have someone close so u can share things out n let it out but don't pick the wrong frens. they will like you when you r happy but not when u r down. nowadays blh kira brape ramai yg really nak kawan ngan kita. but fist all of all it falls on ourselves la. how de we treat them, n how do we carry ourselves will potray the attitude to ppl. n they will decide whether to be your good fren or not.

yahooo...

this week i'm working for 3 days only coz then i'll be on leave due to restive celebration. yoohhoo.. dahlah last week almost 2 weeks cuti then cuti balik. hahaha.. takpela. most prob we blk kampung tomoro.. dunno la.. the plan is in the hands of the master of the house. that is my dad. i'm currently watching news on tv. news news.. with the flood thingy. kesiannye kat victims tu. i should be thankful to God sbb my area takde flood. hopefully the flood akan surut n sumbody should haf the plan how to avoid flood in that areas yg senang dinaiki air. since new school session is beginning soon. almost 2 weeks time. so pity to all those kids.

x'mas is coming n stil i haven't go to any shopping mall. =( weekend hari tu i kan demam. hmm.. takpela. i will take a good care of myself then only i'll thingk bout going shopping. i juz nak window shop dulu. that day i wanted to buy this baju la. it's 60's. i like it. plus the colour n design rare la. skali masa nak bayar tu kan i asked the shop assistant for a new one la coz the displayed one dah ade benang2 yg dh tercabut. so die return kat i ckp sorry la kak dah habis la. i pun.. hhmmm=( sad lo sbb baju to consider cantik plus harga yg berpatutan. i siap testing n tangkap gambar lagi tu. hahaha.. funny la..

jap gi i nak gi dinner. dunno where. tapi i blum mandi lagi. jap lagi la. today i had mcd for lunch. i had BIG MC. dh lame rasanye tak makan big mac. tadi i survey my frenster a/c then i viewed la my cuzin's page then wahh.. budak2 skrang.. jauh perjalanan nye ye. ntah parents diorang tau ke tak. haha.. takpela .. i malas nak campur. when your kids is groing up, mesti akan face situation same dgn parents yg dah face situation with their elder kids b4 la. so.. lagi sekarang ni. macam2. so i juz pray n hopefully sumernye will be fine rite.

fever

hhmmm.. my plan to go jalan2 is aborted. i got flu n slight fever so did not go anywhere. =( hubby told me to juz rest at home. so now only bob n me at home. orang lain sumer dah kluar. dunno to where. i already took my medication. so most prob jap lagi i akan feel sleepy so i akan tidur. now watching tv while on-line.

oklah..need to do some research on certain articles. gtg.

wet friday

y do i say so? know y? coz now it is raining heavily + thunderstorm. ha.. hopefully petang nnt masa i balik keje hujan dah reda.

juz had my lunch. i turun lmbt sket sbb tadi hubby called. i flu lagi la. since sunday that day. guess so.. tension due to exam. i just took my medication n hopefully it will recover soon. that's y i said, i kena start active in sports balik. if not selang 1 or 2 weeks pastu i flu or sore throat.

weekend ni.. i nak wat ape ar? hmm.. might be tgk movie. or might be shopping as i always like to do. nnt i figure out what la. mlm ni nk discuss ngan bob dulu. n most prob hubby. i tot nk pegi klcc tapi dunno yet la sbb my parent nak gi wedding. so, juz wait for my updating tomorrow or later tonite on where is my venue.

arrgghh..nose tgh block la. tak syok langsung... cpt2 la sembuh.

happy

i'm quite happy today. i woke up ard 630am. took bath, breakfast nasi goreng lagi. hehe. 3 days in a row i had nasi goreng due to excess of nasi. the, check the water level of the car, then off to work. stopped by to isi minyak coz yesterday after work tak isi pun. malas sbb i nak tgk tv so cam dah tak sempat. so i balik je la. almost 1 hr baru i smp ofis coz jln tutup n i have to make a big round due to the building of fly-over. hopefully it's going to be useful for the motorists.

started doing my work. so, basically what i wanted to do today, managed to do la. it was quite cold in the office. then had lunch with colleagues. i had nasi with kentang + ikan bilis n ayam goreng. kenyang. tapi as usual ard 4 or 5 dah start lapar blk.

went home with husna ard 6pm. then decided to meet hubby at sumwhere. had nasi goreng for dinner. but it is nasi goreng special. hahahaha... few days of nasi goreng. takpela.. as long as i'm full, if not i takleh nak tido nanti sbb lapar.

hmm... one great story to share. hubby managed to complete his degree. most prob he'll be graduating sumwhere in april next year. wish him congrats n semoga success selalu!

since it's december n xmas is also around the corner, i was thinking to go for some shopping.. SHOPPING...sHoPpiNg..ShOpPiNG... hehehe... (hubby jgn jeles ar) nnt i bawak u k. tapi i tau la. try not to overspent. i was thinking nak tambah collection baju keje since i macam dah tak tau nak pakai baju ape. nnt i decide la what to buy.

b4 balik umah tadi stop by at the mall to see farid. then secara kebetulan jumpe my ex-hsemate. nanie. she lives nearby coz she is working nearby as well. she said if senang2 dtg la umah die. so i said insya-Allah nnt ade time i pegi. cam dah lame tak jumpe die. she looked different. tapi i wonder whether die dah habis belajar ke belum? takpela.. if she's not as long as she's finding $ dgn cara yg elok. that's much more better.

so, end of the day. lps ni nk tgk tv. then it's time to sleep.. lalala... lalala... lalala... lalala...

car

wish to have this car. will work hard to achieve the target. insya-Allah.

and i want it to be in white colour.

for cleanliness and purity.

december

hallo... hie... here i am again after for about 1 week i did not post anything. bz studying for exam la. yesterday was my exam day. started at 3. luckily my clasmate told me bout 2 hrs b4 exam started that the venue had changed. so i confirmed with my lecturer n another friend of mine. they said yah, it's changed n do go early to find parking lot. if not there wil not be enough spaces. coz a lot of ppl will go there. my exam room was damn cold. rasa cam duduk dalam peti ais. i like menggigil giler2. i dah pakai dua layer of baju. tapi sejuk gak. sum of them even takde sweater pun blh tahan. hisshh... dah la i ade flu. luckily i brought tissue. i managed to answer those qs. so now what i can do is berserah n tawakal kpd Allah sbb i dh jawab pun paper tu. sumwhere in february baru result kuar. insya-Allah. i did my very best. dengan banyak sgt emosi terganggu through out my study week. hehehe...

for almost a week i left my office. so as this month we need to close the accounts faster due to board of directors going for annual leave. so my colleagues like balik late like 9 then i balik tadi pun blum siap lagi. so i settle the things completed everything. wow! hehe.. then tomorrow distribute.

anyway, it's december already. last month of the year. my appraisal form is already being sent. so i have to complete the form then it's time to appraise. alamak... a bit takut la. coz i donno what my boss wil say bout my performance this year. i tau la myself sometimes this month i okay, the other month tak ok. juz wish me best of luck. hopefully tak masuk office political kan.

hopefully whatever happens in the year 2007 will give me some experience to go through my life n make mo more stronger in the future years. sometimes i do feel like wanting to have some time for myself. but my bf slalu ckp what's the purpose of having him around. takleh nak share stories ups n downs. tapi u kno la. girls will alwiz be girls. =)