3rd nov 08

my birthday! yahhooo.. i'm 25 years old.

woke up quite early. mandi then pakai cantik2 sbb my bday. hari ni blh pakai lenses. syok giler. pastu wear earings. happy sgt. mum n bro wished in the morning. sampai ofis pun awal sbb i ikut smart tunnel. sebab my bday malas nak lalu jam plak. pastu smp ofis i beli american breakfast. kenyang, ade french toast sapu strawberry, ade sausages, ade baked beans and ade scramble eggs. kenyang giler i. pastu lunch time ard 12 kluar lunch ngan hubby. tapi at first pegi settle something kat bsn dulu. hubby's loan. congrats. die dah sign the agreement. so ard this week, he will get the $. alhamdulillah. then he belanja me kat little penang cafe kat klcc. pastu dpt card bday. dh lame tak dpt card from him. soooooooooooo shweet.. syok. hehehe thnx darling. balik awal, ingat nak gi makan kat luar ngan family pastu tak jadi. dad tak sihat. gi clinic. i pun lps hubby jumpe member die we gi minum je. tapi i worried tgk muka die time tu. macam ade benda yg die tgh pk. something big yg make him worried. maybe it's a bout work la. praying that he can settle it.

pursue to my kursus kahwin selama 2 hari

syyookk! gelak2 pun ade dgr cite2 tu semua. 1st day i duduk somewhere in the middle. 2nd day syok sbb dpt duduk dpn. pastu kena banyak tanye sbb duduk depan. hahaha.. hubby pun duduk dpn. 2nd row from depan. pastu bile ustaz cakap2 sket we all tgk each other. hehehe.. pastu kan ade satu benda ustaz tu ckp. cannot make love thru butt. dosa besar. issy.. i ade la jgk terpk nant dh kawin nak buat cam tu tapi since dah tak bole then better tak yah. banyak lg info yg i belajar kat sane. info to be use for my marriage life. insya-Allah. banyak experience and stories yang ustaz/ustazah tu citer yang i rasa useful to take knowledge. how to tackle husband. how to jaga tata tertib as a wife. kena jaga kehormatan diri, kena amanah dgn harta benda husband, kena jujur.. banyak la lagi. as a husband pun banyak benda kena belajar. dlm kursus tu pun ade die cite pasal woman giving birth, macam mana nak beranak. pastu pasal penyakit kemaluan. then how smoking can affect your health. hhmm.. banyak la. then ustaz tu pesan lagi, yang lepas tu lepas la. tutup buku tu. buka buku baru. focus kat new life. banyakkan berdoa disamping complete kan prayers. bile dgr kan ade la yang terkena diri sendiri pastu janji kat diri sendiri to improve life to become seorang hamba Allah yang disayangi serta seorang isteri yang setia. i tgh trying not to follow my emotions sgt. so around this whole week, mmg i jaga time prayers, everytime tu i berdoa so i blh handle stres and also kawal emosi i. i ni kan orang yg suke sgt ikut emosi. it's not good sbb nnt it affects physical. insya-Allah i akan jaga tu. to hubby--> may we can manfaatkan the ilmu that we got from the kursus together k.