first of all i nak wish to those celebrating merry wonderful christmas! ho..ho..ho.. santa is coming to town. well, this whole week was a quite and sweet week for me though. i tried came in early to work. juz on wednesday came in a bit late coz i woke up at 7.30am. lucky i am coz the traffic was not that bad. guess so coz it's almost end of the year. many people are taking leaves so that's y the roads are okay in the morning. finished most of the stuff at work that i've planned b4 went for another long holiday. i did not take any leave sbb nak save leaves for wedding. maybe i'll take bout 13-15 days. wow! pretty long huh..
last sunday, spend some time with hubby at klg lame. that nite we talked on the fon for quite sometime. maybe around 3 hrs. i remembered sleeping at around 4am. we talked bout past. bout we've been through especially this 8th years of coupling and how we ended up the relationship with engagement and soon marriage. feel happy bout that. bile time dulu2 teringat kan.. i rasa sad sangat tau. rasa sayu, jealous, anger n many more feelings. i guess our love [between Noor Aziatulshima Jalil & Muhamad Faiz Marican Mubarak] is one of a kind. maybe that's what true love is. we can cry bcoz of our love and in the end we want each other badly. eventhough jiwa is feeling good at revenging or whatsoever, but deep down it is actually crying and wanting to be loved and fulfilled by juz the both of us. by the way, looking at the bright side, i am really really glad and happy that we're gonna get married in sometime soon. insya-Allah. a lot of preparation need to be done. our venues and dates are settled. now i nak cari mak andam and the packege things. my budget is not more than rm3500. talk bout money, another thing that gives me worriness and 'kusut'ness. whooshh! the impact rite sooooo big. insya-Allah boleh calm it down. what i'm really hoping that my wedding will berjalan dgn lancar, selamat dan semuanye alhamdulillah.
today's activity supposedly nak gi taylor pastu nak jalan2 kat jusco kejap. pastu tak jadi sbb keta ade tapi takde kunci. yed ckp mesti abah dgr our conversation n that's y die simpan kunci. hhmm... macam 2 la. takkan la pulak kan. at last decided nak tgk dvd tapi dh half way tgk kat pc, suddenly pc i mati. pasal ntah. i pun tak sure. nnt nak try tanye hubby la y jadik cam tu ar.. pastu dah boring ingat nak ajak yed gi sacc naik taxi. die plak malas. nampaknye mmg duduk kat umah je la nampaknye. bile ade time baru la leh tgk dvd balik.
ohh.. i dah active balik main rogue vampire. skang pun dh join torn city. tapi level stil rendah. my level kat rv dh tinggi. stil doing the searching n converting ppl. hahaha... syok jgk kan. pastu kat ofis pun amik masa curi2 main. hahaha... bile boring log in la kejap. tapi kena careful. pastu kan bile kena masuk hospital or under house arrest time tu mmg sangap kan. cam alamak. takpe la. tunggu kejap. pastu mesti lepas. masa christmas ni i bought mince pies kat rv tapi 1 dah stolen by santa. NOTI SANTA!!
hubby went for a goal setting talk at kl. wished him all the best in the new scene he is going to venture. Muhamad Faiz Marican--> sepanjang i couple ngan die kan, mmg susah nak tgk he gave up on something and dunno what is his mind. ade je benda nak buat. he is full of activities and maybe that is the quality in him and how he got sooooo many girls attracted to him. arr... tgk dh jeles balik.. ape ni emotion..jahat ni. i sepatutnye pk.. i dh nak kawin ngan die. i'm the winner kan. so i shud be thankful and damn happy. I AM OKAY!!.... huiisshhh geram tgh melawan emosi sendiri. bengong kejap. pape la i ni. pastu semalam masa tgh tunggu hubby fetch nak gi jalan2, datang perangai pelik i plak. damn hyper. siap joget2 lagi dalam bilik. terkinja2 seorang diri. yed recorded it but he doesn't want to show it to me. die kata nnt i delete. oooohhhhh noooo... mane aci.. hhmmm.... syok gile.. tapi lepas tu penat n pancit. i kena gi jog la. stamina dh takde. wonder how dulu i boleh menari lama2. at least 2 hours kan. skang ni gerak sket dah eeooo.. hubby ckp kena jog. okay.. tapi dah lame tak jogging. bile nak pegi pun tak tau. hehehehe...
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