can't sleep

can't sleep la. i managed to sleep for like 2 hrs. then, i terjaga. wat should i do now? i started to pray already. pray n mengaji earlier. n i feel a lot better. as in i can control myself. but now, my heart like kena cucuk ngan jarum. pls yang.. give me a last chance. pls forgive me. pls.. pls.. i nak jumpe u n confront everything. face to face. please dear. love u so much!