new month

haa...dah bulan may in year 2008. towards half of the year already. my exam next month. roughly dalam sebulan lagi. uisshhh takutnye i. suddenly now i rasa cam seram seram sejuk. nnt plan nak amik cuti awal sket so blh concentrate baca buku. tapi tak sure la nak duk umah ke nak duduk library. exam i on 11th june. insya-Allah i'll do my best. wish me luck.

i juz woke up tadi. roughly dalam 10.30. today labour day. 1st may 08. so it's public holiday. ingat nak gi jalan2. tapi tak sure lagi. tgk la dulu. if he can fetch me then maybe we'll go tapi sekejap je la kot. tak lama. he dh kind of bising. asyik nak jalan je. duk la umah. hmm.. i tau die tak suke when he mentioned that already. i ni asyik nak kuar je. tak reti nak duduk umah. hmm.. nnt id dh kawin, tak keje takkan la everyday nak kuar umah kot. if husband tak kasi mana boleh kuar kan. must duduk umah. dosa tau menderhaka kat husband.

dad takde. guess so gi main golf. tadi sis kejut bro ckp mum merayap. tak tau she pegi mane. i ni tgh wonder nak pegi cari ke tak. tapi these few days masa i call umah, farid ckp die kuar tapi kejap je. pastu die balik umah semula. i rasa cam now she is stil in the active/hyper mood kan. sbb she doesn't feel tired when she has to walk bwh cahaya matahari panas2 gi kedai atas tu. wonder how she cross the road. that means she is stil conscious when she crossed the road kan. everyday dalam my prayer i mintak kat Tuhan, to sihatkan mama. to make sure she is in conscious mind, bagi kesihatan physical n mental. n pray that my parent are happy towards their golden age. insya-Allah. juz pray hard. n be confidence.

tu hubby... thanks for alwiz caring bout me. semalam i sakit perut. die ckp i angin. so he gave the ubat ape ar. distril. sumthing like that. towards nak balik shah alam dah kurang la. smp umah roughly dalam kul 11. cleaned up then by 1130 tido. mengantuk la. he went out for meeting then for futsal. i terjaga dlm ard 51m. sbb my kaki kana cramp then called him tanye wher is he at the moment. die blum tido lagi. then shortly he called wishing me nite. thanks. love u so much! very very much! i'm very lucky to have him. i shud be thankful for having him as my partner. never ever forget who is he..
never ever forget my status. GIRLFRIEND of MUHAMAD FAIZ MARICAN. nak sayang u til end of my life. to give u the full of myself. i'm yours. u shouldn't doubt that.